graffiti_hunter

I'm still having issues believing that my friend has passed. In some ways I wake up and think that I will see him again at work. But my logical mind knows that my Joshy is gone and it hurts. Somewhere in the back of my mind I really thought that I would never really have another "big" loss in my life since my parents have passed along time ago. I guess that is why this hit me so hard.
Everyone has been great offering support but in many ways its just isn't what I want. I just want my best friend back. I know that he's in a better place but I just miss him......