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I need to commit to updating this thing. Ugh.

Anywho, everything is well.

I am happy, living as moderately as I could.

Balance. Moderation. Meditation - Love, Happiness - In emptiness. That is what it is all about.

I miss my Caro.
- But I will see him soon enough.
- I spoke with his father...DAD...He is such a lovely person...I see where my Caro...
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It has been forever since my last update.

Anyway, I am home for spring break. It is horrible. I miss Richmond, my apartment, my books....

I am not exactly sure what's been up with me for the past month. Unmotivated, mindlessly self indulged, careless and nonchalant towards everything and everyone. blegh...

I think too much, I analyze and breakdown everything until there is nothing left...bad...
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What a day.

I skipped class this morning.

Later found out my father is possibly cheating on my mother. I am not sure how I feel about the situation. Nostalgic, I suppose would best describe my mood. I am not surprised by his actions.

In philosophy class, the instructor gave a 2hr and 40 min lecture on the natural kind term "water"...It is certainly possibly...
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*New song* (It may be old but it is new to me!)

Paul Van Dyk and Wolfsheim's Peter Heppner - Wir Sind Dir.

It kicks your ass...

- Suicide Commando - Face of Death <3333 Damn good song. *stomps*

Today - was decent.
I went to the mall with my sister ran into a few people with whom I went to high school...funny encouters.
I was in search of some nice garter belts, but the style(vintage) I was looking for, no one had. *shrugs* >.<

I return to Richmond [home] tomorrow, yeay....
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Wow...I tooooooootally bombed my exam this morning...ooh well. There will be others. so fuck it.

I despise going home on the weekends...worst part: the greyhound...*shrugs*

Mmm at least I have some coffee. I called G-man to discuss some SG set ideas...but G-man was not available *tear*...I was supposed to do a shoot yesterday but I was feeling a bit sick...I wish I had done it...Oh...
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Decided to join and SG to see what the fuss is about. I have come to realize, it is certainly worth it.

Requests:
Please comment before requesting to be my friend. Thank you.