today & tonight has sucked balls. i spent the day arguing with xxx. i had a fun time hanging out with old & new friends during the evening, but i worry that i might have been too friendly with a friend's bf. it was completely harmless on my part, i would never do anything to hurt her, but i'm not sure if she knows that...then when i got home, i got the news that an old friend no longer wants to be friends with me, but he refuses to give me a reason & it breaks my heart. not to mention, i was too friendly when texting another friend & now things are going to be weird between us & all i really wanted was friendship in the 1st place. why can't i keep my big mouth shut? text messaging is a curse. my horoscope bit me in the ass today.