i am still alive. just haven't had the time to get online much to update. had a crap christmas working nights on christmas eve and christams day. but i made up for it on new years eve by going down to G.A.Y. in london. was hoping someone like girls aloud where going to play there like the last time i went. but no, alas there was no one playing. just a kylie theme. but it was still a brilliant night as i was out with my oldest and closest friend.
i heard from my ex for the first time in 3 yrs. which is good as she told me that my daughter katie is doing good. i was a bit annoyed with her though as when i asked if it is possible to see my daughter anytime soon, she told me that i can, but only if i go throuhg the courts. i think she said that as i think her parents are still controlling her life, and they don't like me. so i think she said to go to court, so that her parents then can't do much. i know have to try and get money from somewhere. but as i'm planning on going bankrupt, i don't think that is going to be easy. oh, and to ad insult, she even asked me if i was going to send her a christmas present. and she didn't mean my daughter, she ment for herself. the fucking cheek.
i'm soon moving back out of my dad's again as he has sold his house and moving in with his girlfriend. luckily the hospital has staff accomodation. it's going to cost 307 all inclusive for a bedroom with an en-suite. but i have to share the kitchin with 3 other people, and there's no living room. not that it matters having a living room. at least i won't have to que in the morning for a shower and a shit. and i won't have top pay for petrol to and from work, or for parking (they have started charging us 10 a month for parking, like i earn alot as it is).
can't really remember what else has happened this last month. i'm telling ya, my memory is fading fast
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well, i hope your all had a good christmas/ new years. hopefully it won't be long before i'm back on here regularly.
i heard from my ex for the first time in 3 yrs. which is good as she told me that my daughter katie is doing good. i was a bit annoyed with her though as when i asked if it is possible to see my daughter anytime soon, she told me that i can, but only if i go throuhg the courts. i think she said that as i think her parents are still controlling her life, and they don't like me. so i think she said to go to court, so that her parents then can't do much. i know have to try and get money from somewhere. but as i'm planning on going bankrupt, i don't think that is going to be easy. oh, and to ad insult, she even asked me if i was going to send her a christmas present. and she didn't mean my daughter, she ment for herself. the fucking cheek.
i'm soon moving back out of my dad's again as he has sold his house and moving in with his girlfriend. luckily the hospital has staff accomodation. it's going to cost 307 all inclusive for a bedroom with an en-suite. but i have to share the kitchin with 3 other people, and there's no living room. not that it matters having a living room. at least i won't have to que in the morning for a shower and a shit. and i won't have top pay for petrol to and from work, or for parking (they have started charging us 10 a month for parking, like i earn alot as it is).
can't really remember what else has happened this last month. i'm telling ya, my memory is fading fast
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well, i hope your all had a good christmas/ new years. hopefully it won't be long before i'm back on here regularly.