gothicelvis

What is this i see, but an angel has spoken to me, the clouds have parted and the rain has died down, an image in the sky appears so bright and round, the sun shows me its vibrant life and birds begin to sing, i cant beleave this is happening to me...

So someone who i have been trying to get the attention of has...
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Some people dont know, dont know these wrongs so there knee deep, deep in sorrow. A hunting tune to my everyday that is never ending but fading away, cant seem to grasp the time to find the time to understand the time when it all made sence for only a little bit, what happened to the rest of it, where am i going or have...
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This battle is never ending, i cant progress, i see no tunnel at the end , no light, nothing, i am forever working backwards since that day, October 15th, the day i died, cried, a peice of me, the me that this world should know, left. Where am i now, lost in my contraption, cant seem to find reason any longer, just empty, vast empty,...
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What an anger that burns inside of us all, you know it is there, you can't hide it, flowing like a deep wound of a serated gerber blade, this yearning inside to cleanse the world, a never ending field of corpses that walk before me, lost in there pointless lives, dumbfounded expressions of empty minds, shoot me with a lethal dose, pop a pill into...
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Blah, ok, i get it, enough with the emails now please!

We spend the second long eternity that is our lives on a never ending search for emotional stimulation, I love you, I hate you, your perfect, fuck you, this is the greatest day of my life, kill me, drink coca-Cola, think different, be aggressive, a kinder gentler bullshit, treat others as they treat you, beat others and say fuck you, help I have fallen into...
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Arrrrgh, it is going to be a very long day, check this shit out. I worked last night from 9pm to 8 am right, fell asleep around like 11, got up today at 330pm so i could go to pt (physical training) and i got my ass smoked, we did so many pushups and weight lifting that i can hardly type. Now i got about...
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So i am in the field doing my army thing right, and i just got made a team leader like 3 weeks ago. Well i got two troops, one is pretty sqaured away (he is good) and the other is a shit bad (he is a shit bag). Well, it was to the best of my knowledge that my bad soldier was still going to...
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Am i an alchy, i didnt drink last night, and for some reason my back hurts really bad, hmmm, wonder if those damn gnomes that live in my eyes tried to dig a hole in my spine, there looking for the lost treasure test of LSD that is back there...little fucking bastards

Is that a chicken, i think it is. Wow, where do i begin, i am going to the field again tomorrow, it is going to be so cold, i dont want to. This army thing was fun at first, but i am really beginning to need a break, the voices are telling me to rest, but i must press on, soon, the gnomes will leave...
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