gothicelvis

So jennifer and i had a pivitol discussion last night. I guess that she will come home when her lease is up, thats in august, and till then, we are just suppose to work on loving each other as people and becoming friends again... i dont know, but it is something remotely positive. She admitted last night to having not tried or given a shit in months and that was a great deal of the failure... so at least it is starting to look up... for the mean time i think i am just going to forget i am married.. maybe things would be better in life if i forgot how much heartache i carry... woowoobadoo