gothicelvis

I was suppose to acheive something today, somewhere my life was going to go, and i am still falling to nowhere. I was hoping that jennifer and i would discuss our marraig and make a step in a better direction, but i really didn't get anything from the conversation... seems she still is so very uncertain if she wants to stay with me or move on i guess. Don't know what to do with all the free time, i hate having time to think, its a curse i feel, thinking that is, it leads to unhappiness, if only i could sit back and give myself a labotomy, then i would feel great like all of you woowoobadoo