Ok, so when life hands you lemons you make lemonaid right? But sometimes you dont want lemonaid, sometimes you want the real lemon. Thats kind of how I feel now. Why cant life play fay just once. If your all wondering what the fuck Im talking about, almost 5 years ago something really really bad happened in my life. And it changed everything I believe...
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sureality:
I know you have been a fan of my work in the past, so I figured I would let you know my new film is posted in my journal today. Come check it out before YT pulls it down.
ikcsmiley:
He's baaaaaaack
Soju is the devil. As least it was last night. Me and the wifey went bar hopping last night and we got FFFFFFUUUUUUCCCCCCKKKKKKEEEEEEDDDDDD up. I havent been that drunk in a long time. Last time I was that drunk I was at a "girls gone wild" taping with IKCSmiley. 
Damn it was a fun night. And the best part is I had a BITCH of...
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ikcsmiley:
Riiiight - thats the last time you *remember* being that blasted 
gotharmy:
ummmmmmm........ That night the tape was made NEVER HAPPENED!
Well, Im at another fork in the road. And im not sure where to go from here. Life isnt quite what I thought it was going to be. And now im forced to choose where to go from here. There are times I cant stand the way things are now but there is little I can do about it. I started walking this path to...
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ikcsmiley:
You do have something to show: People who love you, people who truly know you, and people who believe in you - I'll ring you again later
God why me. why did I pick this life style. Life as I know it is an illusion.
Damn I hate mondays. I mean I really really really fucking hate mondays. I ran 3 1/2 miles this morning hung over. It was worse than being shot. I had waaaaaaaaaaaaaaay to much fun saturday night. But hey it was my 24th birthday, so I was supposted to get wasted . oh well. I guess I have to work sometime.
. oh well. I guess I have to work sometime.
ikcsmiley:
Goldshlogger heading your way (i.e. Happy Birthday)
(i.e. Happy Birthday)
gotharmy:
IKCSMILEY YOU ARE THE FUCKING MAN.
Well class is over and I passed with flying colors. I even got a 93 on my final . Now its back to normal (if you want to call it that) work. But damn the weekends already over. I did alot of drinking this weekend. And I tryed the Smirnoff Signatures screwdriver. Surprizingly it was awsome. I'll have to get 2 more bottles for next...
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. Now its back to normal (if you want to call it that) work. But damn the weekends already over. I did alot of drinking this weekend. And I tryed the Smirnoff Signatures screwdriver. Surprizingly it was awsome. I'll have to get 2 more bottles for next... Read More
ikcsmiley:
Ow well at least you get constant ass
Ow well at least you get constant ass Ugh..... I really hate tests. Its been a long damn day/week. Im in Combat Lifesaver class and its alot harder than I thought. Not to mention I got 9 FUCKING HOLES IN MY ARMS FROM PEOPLE SCREWING UP IV'S. 
But hey, Im not bitching. Cause I got the guy I was practiceing on just as bad 
. And the god damn final is tomorrow. Ehhhhhhhhh,...
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But hey, Im not bitching. Cause I got the guy I was practiceing on just as bad . And the god damn final is tomorrow. Ehhhhhhhhh,... Read More
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1aine:
HOLY SHIT....
It's a good thing our country's "freedom" is in such capable hands.....
5 miles?...Wow, who are you running from???
[Edited on Mar 05, 2005 6:39PM]
It's a good thing our country's "freedom" is in such capable hands.....
5 miles?...Wow, who are you running from???
[Edited on Mar 05, 2005 6:39PM]
lillix:
YUCK! I hate needles. Good luck with the 5 mile run I hope you don't 
I hope you don't Well another month is over here in Korea. 5 down and 19 more to go.
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gotharmy:
God damn I need to write more. Damn Army and my busy life. Well, Im finally married now (yeah your all thinking HOLY SHIT or something). Its not that bad. And I get laid alot more.
ikcsmiley:
Hey fool, how about updating your journal, not just posting a responce to youself - 
Hey check out fairysky - should be familiar
Hey check out fairysky - should be familiar