In The End
by Linkin Park
It starts with [one]
One thing
I don't know why it doesn't even matter how hard you try
Keep that in mind
I designed this rhyme to explain in due time
All I know
Time is a valuable thing
Watch it fly by as the pendulum swings
Watch it count down to the end of the day
The clock ticks life away
It's so unreal
Didn't look out below
Watch the time go right out the window
Trying to hold on, but didn't even know
I wasted it all just to watch you go
I kept everything inside
And even though I tried
It all fell apart
What it meant to me will eventually
Be a memory of a time when
I tried so hard and got so far
But in the end, it doesn't even matter
I had to fall to lose it all
But in the end it doesn't even matter
One thing, I don't know why
It doesn't even matter how hard you try
Keep that in mind I designed this rhyme to remind myself how
I tried so hard
In spite of the way you were mocking me
Acting like I was part of your property
Remembering all the times you fought with me
I'm surprised it got so [far]
Things aren't the way they were before
You wouldn't even recognize me anymore
Not that you knew me back then
But it all comes back to me
in the end
you kept everything inside
And even though I tried
It all fell apart
What it meant to me will eventually be a memory of a time
I tried so hard and got so far
But in the end, it doesn't even matter
I had to fall to lose it all
But in the end it doesn't even matter
I put my trust in you
Pushed as far as I can go
For all this
There's only one thing you should know
I've put my trust in you
Pushed as far as I can go
For all this
There's only one thing you should know
I tried so hard and got so far
But in the end, it doesn't even matter
I had to fall to lose it all
But in the end it doesn't even matter
I know is some older LP but it says how i feel right now. i warn that right now i'm a little drunk, oh ok a lot but give me a break. Tonight one of my worst fears came to an ugly head. i told scattershot about her, but i'll give you the backstory. i met this german girl named sarah who goes to school here. first off my cousin was kinda after her, but then he lost interest pretty quickly. well one night when she was over, i found out that she loves metal music. about that time i fell in love. granted she is german, but she loved rammstein who are one my favorite bands. me and my cuz went to a basketball game for lack of a better thing to do. sarah came over and talk with us. we then started to hit it off. then there was this dance afterwards so i went. things were starting to look good for the home team. then she brought out the straw that broke the camels back. as we were about to leave she told me that she had a boyfriend. this completely flattened me. i didn't let her know that this bothered me, but i couldn't stand to make her unhappy.
it bothers me and propably will for a long time. it just seems to be my luck. cool girl and steady relationship seem to come along at the same time. i think i'm going to become a hermit so that way i won't get shut down time after time. piss poor way to look at it, but it''s my mindset. with saying that i hope don't really mess with people's miinds but it just seems to be my lot in life.
take care
music: Rammstein - Herzelied
mood: not worth damn
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by Linkin Park
It starts with [one]
One thing
I don't know why it doesn't even matter how hard you try
Keep that in mind
I designed this rhyme to explain in due time
All I know
Time is a valuable thing
Watch it fly by as the pendulum swings
Watch it count down to the end of the day
The clock ticks life away
It's so unreal
Didn't look out below
Watch the time go right out the window
Trying to hold on, but didn't even know
I wasted it all just to watch you go
I kept everything inside
And even though I tried
It all fell apart
What it meant to me will eventually
Be a memory of a time when
I tried so hard and got so far
But in the end, it doesn't even matter
I had to fall to lose it all
But in the end it doesn't even matter
One thing, I don't know why
It doesn't even matter how hard you try
Keep that in mind I designed this rhyme to remind myself how
I tried so hard
In spite of the way you were mocking me
Acting like I was part of your property
Remembering all the times you fought with me
I'm surprised it got so [far]
Things aren't the way they were before
You wouldn't even recognize me anymore
Not that you knew me back then
But it all comes back to me
in the end
you kept everything inside
And even though I tried
It all fell apart
What it meant to me will eventually be a memory of a time
I tried so hard and got so far
But in the end, it doesn't even matter
I had to fall to lose it all
But in the end it doesn't even matter
I put my trust in you
Pushed as far as I can go
For all this
There's only one thing you should know
I've put my trust in you
Pushed as far as I can go
For all this
There's only one thing you should know
I tried so hard and got so far
But in the end, it doesn't even matter
I had to fall to lose it all
But in the end it doesn't even matter
I know is some older LP but it says how i feel right now. i warn that right now i'm a little drunk, oh ok a lot but give me a break. Tonight one of my worst fears came to an ugly head. i told scattershot about her, but i'll give you the backstory. i met this german girl named sarah who goes to school here. first off my cousin was kinda after her, but then he lost interest pretty quickly. well one night when she was over, i found out that she loves metal music. about that time i fell in love. granted she is german, but she loved rammstein who are one my favorite bands. me and my cuz went to a basketball game for lack of a better thing to do. sarah came over and talk with us. we then started to hit it off. then there was this dance afterwards so i went. things were starting to look good for the home team. then she brought out the straw that broke the camels back. as we were about to leave she told me that she had a boyfriend. this completely flattened me. i didn't let her know that this bothered me, but i couldn't stand to make her unhappy.
it bothers me and propably will for a long time. it just seems to be my luck. cool girl and steady relationship seem to come along at the same time. i think i'm going to become a hermit so that way i won't get shut down time after time. piss poor way to look at it, but it''s my mindset. with saying that i hope don't really mess with people's miinds but it just seems to be my lot in life.
take care
music: Rammstein - Herzelied
mood: not worth damn
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scattershot:
man I have discovered that every girl in the world that is interesting, beautiful, and cool has a boyfriend. Guys make claims to these girls early in their lives and never let go.... but who could blame them. I had that same thing happen to me ... in fact the exact same. I pretended that her having the boyfriend didn't bother me but it tore me up inside and it still does a little. Im still wrestling with the idea that I should tell her how I feel (which could potentially ruin our friendship) or not (which could potentially drive me insane) I don't really have any big advice for you except that if you can let her know how strongly you feel then let her know ... in the end you'll feel better about being honest with her as long as it doesn't destroy your friendship.