goth_cowboy

Numb
by Linkin Park



I'm tired of being what you want me to be
Feeling so faithless lost under the surface
Don't know what you're expecting of me
Put under the pressure of walking in your shoes
(Caught in the undertone just caught in the undertone)
Every step that I take is another mistake to you
(Caught in the undertone just caught in the undertone)...
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well i got to spend the last 5 days filling out paperwork. fun shit. and they still don't know when or where they are going to put us.

i bought myself a ps2. i love that machine.

anyways take care for now everyone.

sorry about the last entry, it was pretty shitty sounding. my reasoning behind it is the fact that my National Guard battalion was activated. this means i will be on active duty for at least 18 months, starting in january. my emotions derailed and needed to vent somehow.

RIDE THE LIGHTNING
\m/ \m/

Take whatever i said yesterday, and throw it out the window. life has returned to it's very fucked up state.


mood: indifferent
music: Giving the Devil his Due by Coal Chamber

well it has finally made an effort to snow. and i have offically fallen on my ass because of it. damn i love it.

i finally figured out what kind relationship i have with girl i had been pining for. it's not the one i wanted, but i guess it's probably for the better, considering i'm now going with a friend's girlfriend's sister who is...
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Is there anybody out there?

Comfortably Numb


Hello?
Is there anybody in there?
Just nod if you can hear me.
Is there anyone at home?
Come on, now,
I hear you're feeling down.
Well I can ease your pain
Get you on your feet again.
Relax.
I'll need some information first.
Just the basic facts.
Can you show me where it hurts?

There is no...
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i know it's early but i'm already half sloshed. it's a friend's birthday and alcohol is flowing. how cool would it be to have your birthday on halloween. i'd love it. anyways, HAPPY HALLOWEEN EVERYONE and don't cause too much "trouble".

\m/ \m/

yep i finally got enough cahonies to put a picture of myself up. i like it. it's a pretty good shot cept no cowboy hat or a t-shirt of one of my fav bands. i want to thank all of you who has put up with all of my bullshit. you all kick ass. now is one of my all time fav songs. a little...
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i'm noticing an odd trend of late. everyone seems to leaving. what the hell?

Hallowed Be Thy Name
by Cradle Of Filth


I'm waiting in my cold cell, when the bell begins to chime;
Reflecting on my past life, and it doesn't have much time;
'Cause at 5 o'clock, they take me to the Gallows pole;
The sands of time, for me are running low...

Mother fuckers!

Running low...

When the priest comes to read me the last rights;...
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Playground school bell rings, again
Rainclouds come to play, again
Has no one told you she's not breathing ?
Hello, I am your mind, giving you someone to talk to
Hello

If I smile and don't believe
Soon I know I'll wake from this dream
Don't try to fix me
I'm not broken
Hello, I'm the lie living for you so you can hide
Don't...
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What happened to you?
You've played the victim for so long now in this game.
What I thought was true
Is made of fiction and I'm following the same.
But if I try to make sense of this mess I'm in
I'm not sure where I should begin.

I'm falling, I'm falling ...

Now I'm in
Over my head, with something I said
Completely misread...
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