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Ahhh the life of a nympho. I can't fucking function right now I need sex so bad. So tonight ang_928 is coming up along w/ our son to spend a few days together. Life has been rough but we've found some common ground. Now I will say, and she won't like this as I know she will read this, that my past...has seen a few women.... Much more so than her past has seen a few men. With that said, no one and I mean NO ONE can match the amount of passion, energy, drive, eroticness, sex, fucking, dirtyness, so on and so forth that she brings. She is completely in love with me and I know she would probably take a bullet for me. I know I would for her. We've grown apart, we've fought, we've dated around, I fucked around while we were apart, etc etc. We keep coming back to each other. Certain people in this world...namely our family don't want us to be together b/c of our past. We were toxic for each other, our attitudes and tempers have gotten the best of us at times. I truly feel we are past all that and we are changed people from what we were 2.5 or so years ago.

I'm pretty fucking sure...no, I know she is my motherfucking soulmate if I have ever had one. I can't live without her. I can't live without my son. I saw him the other day....he saw me walking up from the driveway and he started jumping up and down screaming "my dada my dada my dada". For those of you wondering, Ang got pregnant by her previous piece of shit sperm donor (she'll back me on calling him that) and jumped ship. He is a piece of shit of the highest order. Doesn't pay child support, wants nothing to do with Keaton....which is fine by me, the less that piece of shit is in our son's life the better. So Ang and I started dating when Keaton was 3 months old. I have been his "father" ever since. I work 3 hours from where we both grew up. Times have been tough and she's had to bounce around a few jobs being a single mom and all that. Sadly I don't make enough to support all three of us. She collects nothing from the state (i.e. welfare, WIC, etc) and has made ends meet the best she can. She doesn't ask for help, although I try to give it when I can, and she is a wonderful mother. While I've doubted (in the past) her intentions as a girlfriend....I have never doubted her abilities as a mother.

Someday, I hope our families can finally just shut the fuck up and let us be happy. After all her and I have been through....and we still love each other, I would say it is meant to be. It's hard to hand out trust after some of the things in our past and being three hours away. I live in the city...surrounded by good looking wimmenz and bars in every direction. She bartends back where we grew up and is constantly surrounded by dirty old men that I know have said their fair share of bullshit to her and have tried touching her. It's hard...it truly is. Someday we will have our little family together, with rings on our fingers, watching our child grow and develop into something we both can be proud of. Keaton, daddy loves you. Ang, you will always be mine, always and forever. From this day fwd (actually it's been this way for awhile) I find it hard to even look at another woman w/out thinking of her.

Now that I am past my deep thoughts.....I CANNOT FUCKING WAIT TO FUCK EVERY FUCKING MINUTE OUR CHILD IS ASLEEP LOL. PARENTS..you know how it is. Sometimes life just gets in the way of the lovin in the bedroom....well these next three days....every minute our son is awake I will love him and make him laugh like I always do. And every minute the lights are out....I will be fucking the shit out of Ang and I know she will have a smile on her face.

Goodnight SG!