I lost my shit last night, but thankfully i don't take my problems out on others. I think my significant other would rather it deal with me freaking out on her than to myself, which I find strange. I think she got pissed because she knew there was nothing she could do to help.
I don't know why, but I am hellbent on controlling my thoughts, emotions, and path. It's killing me in ways I never thought possible, yet it is making me feel more alive than ever. I fucking pop, and it all overwhelms me, love, hate, stress, confusion, anger, bliss, etc. All at once.
My state of mind is like a emotional bad trip.
My photography is starting to really suck, and all I have been shooting is concerts. Discouraging.
Hopefully, I can get some good shots on my camping trip this weekend. I need to set up my home studio on the fall break.
This girl has got me freaked out, but it is the happiest i have been in years. That is probably the heart of the problem. god damned poets/scholars. why does she have to be so fucking talented. why do I value intelligence over anything else.
enough ranting, back to biology notes, fuck.
I don't know why, but I am hellbent on controlling my thoughts, emotions, and path. It's killing me in ways I never thought possible, yet it is making me feel more alive than ever. I fucking pop, and it all overwhelms me, love, hate, stress, confusion, anger, bliss, etc. All at once.
My state of mind is like a emotional bad trip.
My photography is starting to really suck, and all I have been shooting is concerts. Discouraging.
Hopefully, I can get some good shots on my camping trip this weekend. I need to set up my home studio on the fall break.
This girl has got me freaked out, but it is the happiest i have been in years. That is probably the heart of the problem. god damned poets/scholars. why does she have to be so fucking talented. why do I value intelligence over anything else.
enough ranting, back to biology notes, fuck.
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If you got this message, it means that you expressed interest in Bucky's idea for the CD swap, but haven't responded yet (as far as I know). This is your wake up call, email Bucky with your info NOW!! Otherwise you will suffer the consequences and they will be dire consequences indeed! This is a great idea and should be ten buckets of fun, so get your ass over to Bucky's profile and send him an email with answers to the questions he asked in the CD SWAP thread. That is all, you are now dismissed.
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