im drunk, im drunk, im dunk...its not my fault. The sharks game went into third overtime and I have a policy of drinking 2 beers per period. Fuck we lost. Anyone want to hang out somtime in SF? Im such a loner even though romor is at work that im really outgoing. Im shy damnit. Just because im outgoing on my home turf doesnt make... Read More
yeah i know what you mean, social butterfly? that would imply actualy going out and socilizing? strange idea, though it sounds good to get out every once and a while,
So im working on everything my shrink says I should- I hope I keep driking less and looking out for myeslf more. Geee I hope I dont become selfesh- but word is I have a long ways to go before that happens. The line between interupting your life to help a sibling or in my case also mother and not interupting to help is so... Read More
Thats a whopper of a journal entry.
I wish you luck with all of it.
In response to your comment, Im glad spring has gotten to you. Its beautiful. Luckily it has been here (off and on) for a few weeks. Everything is soft and colorful, making everything seem just that much more beautiful.
I almost made it the the end but my eyes are crossing themselves and saying what??? Does your bro seriouslsly have MS.? And were you drinking during this or ????
I am valiantly breaking out of my shell that I have been in for way too many years. Seeing my shrink every week is the best thing that I could have done. Im starting to become much less shy and just be more fun.
I need more friends now. I spend highshool smothered in more friends than I needed and once out of high school... Read More
Thank you. Your comment put a smile on my face.
And you know...there may be a lot of names in my "friends" list but I really dont have many "real" friends...believe it or not.
Im watching a tv show on CNN about how we fucked up intelegence leading up to the Iraq war. My conclusion is that the President, his cronies and the top top leadership of the cia were the only ones that belived there were WMD. Shit, even Colin Powell was lied to. No wonder he quit. This isnt about democrats vs republicans. Its about a President... Read More
I cut my fucking finger today with a knife and I went to the ER and they didnt give stitches. they put some glue on it. The nurse said its basicly super glue. Next time i get a gnarly cut its superglue time.
I saw over the hedge tonight- its a dreamworks animated film that opens in may. Its a kids kinda film but OMG its so cool. It wasnt finished but it is going to be so good. Oh and im drunk. My favorite bartender, Nina at Steffs on Second and Mission saw Kims ring and gave us each some cool dirnk that tasted like chocolate and... Read More
Kim is gone for the night. Im cooking myself dinner. I usually cook for both of us and have a balanced mail. No veggies tonight. Just a big fat steak. I love the vegetarians out there, ate tofu for lunch but mmmmmmmm steak.
and beer
edit: Im not alone. My cat is eating almost as much steak as I am. I am no longer lonely.
munch much munch. guess what sound that is....................................................................
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Mint girl scout cookies!!!!!!!!
I saw Brokeback mountain Thursday. Really good movie and even with the high expectation I had, it exceeded them. I saw Final Destination 3 tonight and my expectations of a slight above B flick with semi-predictable deaths was on target but it was a fun movie to watch and made me laugh a lot. Date movie sneak preview next week-I dont know if I will... Read More