HAVE YOU EVER HAD ONE OF 'THOSE' WEEK-ENDS??
Well...I Did...and I gotta tell y'all, If you are REALLY not in the mood for some negative rants about a few stupid observations...I would advise you to just look at the pics, and move along, cause it is comin, and It is comin REAL Good...So be warned.
In Other news, However, I DO have some, and it is actually REALLY good, as I had given up on actually finding as many 'real' folks in this place, (which just ironically happens to be my raving rant's subject...How Many friggin folks out there are under the impression that they are 'real') Well, It was brought to my attention by THIS:
Do you see this??
I got this in the Mail this week-end, actually, on Friday, However, I did not check the mail until Saturday, and I spent yesterday and last night in ER, so This morning, as I could not sleep after spending most of the weekend in the Hospital, so I am updating now, THIS wonderful Token crystal pyramid, with a wonderfully placed pentacle which is just too fuckin cool, was sent to me, ALL the way from Swindon, England (WITH a REALLY stellar Postcard!) by the wickedly, wonderful,
Misshelleyor as she has recently just changed her nick to, (But those of us will ALWAYS know her affectionately, no matter what her godamned name is...)SnowballInHell...What a Great Gal...Needless to say, I am going to have to get her back good, But I think that she will come in handy as an example, when I get to the rant.
(No worries, Doll...You are the 'good' example)
Okay...Last Pic...I just took a few of this one, as I found it strange as fuck...But here it is, (Sorry bout the focus...But I was trying not to step on too much glass as I walked barefoot through it to capture it on the car glass)
I present the worlds first slug that has a complete hole through it's body, and it functioned just fine!...
Isn't that odd? I suppose If I were an Entemologist, not a mere herpetologist in these matters, as I am not sure if it is amphibious, or considered an insect...If I really cared, or thought that none of you would straighten it out for me. I would google it, But as I said...It also is here to help hold water to my point.
WHICH, I shall begin and end as soon as I can, NOW!
OKAY...I ain't a Goth Queen at 16 anymore, However, I remember these lyrics from Bauhaus, as well as I remember thinking the very same thing years and years ago,,,The few words that are used in the stanza say it all:
"I dare you...To be Real...
To Touch, to touch the Flickering Flame!...'
That's right...I am daring ALL you spoiled little rich brats to be real. I am SO fuckin sick...literally, I really want to puke, when ALL I see is people, and I am not namin names for fear that the SG Squad will come and zot me (Actually? Let em...I am gettin REAL sick of how godamned fake it is in here...) Such a fuckin illusion.
I love how this is supposed to be a place for those of us who never had an easy life, never fit in, and have never had anything come on a silver platter...But MAN! I am SO sick of seeing all these early twenty-somethings, living at Home, Bitching how life sucks cause they cannot let "Mumsy and Dadsy" see the new septum ring, SO, *spoiled sigh goes here*, They have to wear a retainer ALL the time...except, of course, when they are taking pics for SG...THEN they can be Freak Queens(Actually? I am begginning to think that every SG MUST have two Blue swallows tattooed on thier chest bones...I think it is a 'cult' thing), Oh...To never have had the experience of hearing: "You Have RUINED Christmas Again!!" because of that piercing...The one that is supposed to make you different?
Whats the matter? Mumsy and Dadsy would not let you fly everwhere you want, with loads of cash, and not to mention that nose-in-the-air fuckin ego to go along with the useless piece of metal in it.Whatsa matter? Wpuld they take all your precious plastic away???
WHY THE HELL ARE YOU HERE???
I mean, COME ON! I do not feel I have to apologize, cause I really mean it...I could cite SO many examples of people who are just as fake as the hair colour they won't admit to, Hence is where I cite dear SnowballInHell...Now Here is someone that I must admit, I have not known as long as the lot of you, But have aquired a fiendship with, and plan to bombard when I get off the plane on UK land. She doesn't put any airs on, doesn't try to be something she doesn't, and Godamned! Even when she was having THEE worst time, (Something WAY worse than some of you pampered little rich kids and wanna-be-hardcore shits could handle) she STILL comes out Honest, straight up, and strong as hell...She may tell us, her fiends about a big dump of crap that has befallen her...But it is SO obvious that it is out of her many friends concern for her, NOT to gain any pity...I KNOW she knows the Bauhaus song...and I also know she KNOWS what it means...
It's simple really...If you are under the pretense that you are the 'real thing' then I DARE you to cut the photoshopping of your REAL life, and show us something that isn't bought or paid for that will prove that you aren't the trust-Fund, upper class, spoiled brat, that you are, and show us!
I bet you even have something to save you from doing that, dontcha?
That is what prompts me to re-think the whole illusion of this place, unfortunately...I feel as I have seen too many times when someone I know and loathe dearly, RIGHT before they give all the pink in here the finger (or two) and leaves.
I have always felt this way, But MAN! When you see one person get 200 comments on 'how very sorry, and Oh, what a brave soul you are...' when a particularily spoiled one posts (right under a nude pic) of how it sucks that Mumsy makes such fattening food!
SHIT! I WISH, I would of had 'Mumsy' around whilst I was on my own at 15, supporting myself, to make me fattening food...Gee, I would even be happy just to have a 'Mumsy' around, period! Not a pile of ashes that I will never even see!
I suppose I feel this way cause I had so much time to think about it while I was having a temporary fibreglass cast on my leg, cause my right knee-cap cracked, and is on the verge of crumbling to bits, Thanks to 20 years of atrophy to RA(Rhuematoid Arthritis)But I don't complain, shit, I do not even say a thing about what is dealt to me JUST because I considered 'pity' an insult, so maybe you can see why I get SOOOooooOOOooo Mad at these folks who have to make a complaint out of NOTHING! (And, Even worse? Shame on all you that enable this, JUST because the subject has those stylin pink undies that immediately give you God status, I swear, I have NO clue as to why people act this way, JUST cause of that...Do they deserve more pity from the pitiful?)
Anyhow...My point is...I am really gettin sick of when I get routed somehow through someones Journal, and I see Person 'A' get SOOOOOOO many pity posts, when a regular member, whom has REAL problems, Like Life or Death type problems, and since there is no cute nude to go with the problem, (Which also makes me wonder: Who the HELL has enough happiness and whatnot to shoot a nudie for a preface to the problem, IF THEY ARE SUPPOSEDLY HAVING PROBLEMS???GAH!)
I am just goin in circles here, I suppose it meant more in my mind at 2 am lying in a bed thinking about how I let some people down, and started to think about the folks that I know who are strong, and why the hell the wrong folks are still given SOOoooOOOOoooOO Much respect for NOTHING!
I don't know...But if that 'Fuck-SG-It-has-gotten-crappy' Virus is still running amok...I think I just may have caught it.
But until I am sure that I am either just fed-up with these attention whores, or that I am immune to that Virus...All I gots to say is this...
I DARE YOU TO BE REAL!!!!
(and, of course, Thank You to the AWESOME SnowballInHell/Misshelley for thee most beautiful crystal pyramid...It adorns the top of Luscius's terranium...Looks just stellar in his light!) AND! A Might Big SORRY to TAA, I know, I Know...I missed Chat, But I think a Hospital trip kind of gets priority, Not that it would if I could keep all priorities Horror in my life, But hey, Shit happens!)
So...To all that have never tried it...?
Seriously...
Try it...
I DARE ya!
SS
Well...I Did...and I gotta tell y'all, If you are REALLY not in the mood for some negative rants about a few stupid observations...I would advise you to just look at the pics, and move along, cause it is comin, and It is comin REAL Good...So be warned.
In Other news, However, I DO have some, and it is actually REALLY good, as I had given up on actually finding as many 'real' folks in this place, (which just ironically happens to be my raving rant's subject...How Many friggin folks out there are under the impression that they are 'real') Well, It was brought to my attention by THIS:
Do you see this??
I got this in the Mail this week-end, actually, on Friday, However, I did not check the mail until Saturday, and I spent yesterday and last night in ER, so This morning, as I could not sleep after spending most of the weekend in the Hospital, so I am updating now, THIS wonderful Token crystal pyramid, with a wonderfully placed pentacle which is just too fuckin cool, was sent to me, ALL the way from Swindon, England (WITH a REALLY stellar Postcard!) by the wickedly, wonderful,
Misshelleyor as she has recently just changed her nick to, (But those of us will ALWAYS know her affectionately, no matter what her godamned name is...)SnowballInHell...What a Great Gal...Needless to say, I am going to have to get her back good, But I think that she will come in handy as an example, when I get to the rant.
(No worries, Doll...You are the 'good' example)
Okay...Last Pic...I just took a few of this one, as I found it strange as fuck...But here it is, (Sorry bout the focus...But I was trying not to step on too much glass as I walked barefoot through it to capture it on the car glass)
I present the worlds first slug that has a complete hole through it's body, and it functioned just fine!...
Isn't that odd? I suppose If I were an Entemologist, not a mere herpetologist in these matters, as I am not sure if it is amphibious, or considered an insect...If I really cared, or thought that none of you would straighten it out for me. I would google it, But as I said...It also is here to help hold water to my point.
WHICH, I shall begin and end as soon as I can, NOW!
OKAY...I ain't a Goth Queen at 16 anymore, However, I remember these lyrics from Bauhaus, as well as I remember thinking the very same thing years and years ago,,,The few words that are used in the stanza say it all:
"I dare you...To be Real...
To Touch, to touch the Flickering Flame!...'
That's right...I am daring ALL you spoiled little rich brats to be real. I am SO fuckin sick...literally, I really want to puke, when ALL I see is people, and I am not namin names for fear that the SG Squad will come and zot me (Actually? Let em...I am gettin REAL sick of how godamned fake it is in here...) Such a fuckin illusion.
I love how this is supposed to be a place for those of us who never had an easy life, never fit in, and have never had anything come on a silver platter...But MAN! I am SO sick of seeing all these early twenty-somethings, living at Home, Bitching how life sucks cause they cannot let "Mumsy and Dadsy" see the new septum ring, SO, *spoiled sigh goes here*, They have to wear a retainer ALL the time...except, of course, when they are taking pics for SG...THEN they can be Freak Queens(Actually? I am begginning to think that every SG MUST have two Blue swallows tattooed on thier chest bones...I think it is a 'cult' thing), Oh...To never have had the experience of hearing: "You Have RUINED Christmas Again!!" because of that piercing...The one that is supposed to make you different?
Whats the matter? Mumsy and Dadsy would not let you fly everwhere you want, with loads of cash, and not to mention that nose-in-the-air fuckin ego to go along with the useless piece of metal in it.Whatsa matter? Wpuld they take all your precious plastic away???
WHY THE HELL ARE YOU HERE???
I mean, COME ON! I do not feel I have to apologize, cause I really mean it...I could cite SO many examples of people who are just as fake as the hair colour they won't admit to, Hence is where I cite dear SnowballInHell...Now Here is someone that I must admit, I have not known as long as the lot of you, But have aquired a fiendship with, and plan to bombard when I get off the plane on UK land. She doesn't put any airs on, doesn't try to be something she doesn't, and Godamned! Even when she was having THEE worst time, (Something WAY worse than some of you pampered little rich kids and wanna-be-hardcore shits could handle) she STILL comes out Honest, straight up, and strong as hell...She may tell us, her fiends about a big dump of crap that has befallen her...But it is SO obvious that it is out of her many friends concern for her, NOT to gain any pity...I KNOW she knows the Bauhaus song...and I also know she KNOWS what it means...
It's simple really...If you are under the pretense that you are the 'real thing' then I DARE you to cut the photoshopping of your REAL life, and show us something that isn't bought or paid for that will prove that you aren't the trust-Fund, upper class, spoiled brat, that you are, and show us!
I bet you even have something to save you from doing that, dontcha?
That is what prompts me to re-think the whole illusion of this place, unfortunately...I feel as I have seen too many times when someone I know and loathe dearly, RIGHT before they give all the pink in here the finger (or two) and leaves.
I have always felt this way, But MAN! When you see one person get 200 comments on 'how very sorry, and Oh, what a brave soul you are...' when a particularily spoiled one posts (right under a nude pic) of how it sucks that Mumsy makes such fattening food!
SHIT! I WISH, I would of had 'Mumsy' around whilst I was on my own at 15, supporting myself, to make me fattening food...Gee, I would even be happy just to have a 'Mumsy' around, period! Not a pile of ashes that I will never even see!
I suppose I feel this way cause I had so much time to think about it while I was having a temporary fibreglass cast on my leg, cause my right knee-cap cracked, and is on the verge of crumbling to bits, Thanks to 20 years of atrophy to RA(Rhuematoid Arthritis)But I don't complain, shit, I do not even say a thing about what is dealt to me JUST because I considered 'pity' an insult, so maybe you can see why I get SOOOooooOOOooo Mad at these folks who have to make a complaint out of NOTHING! (And, Even worse? Shame on all you that enable this, JUST because the subject has those stylin pink undies that immediately give you God status, I swear, I have NO clue as to why people act this way, JUST cause of that...Do they deserve more pity from the pitiful?)
Anyhow...My point is...I am really gettin sick of when I get routed somehow through someones Journal, and I see Person 'A' get SOOOOOOO many pity posts, when a regular member, whom has REAL problems, Like Life or Death type problems, and since there is no cute nude to go with the problem, (Which also makes me wonder: Who the HELL has enough happiness and whatnot to shoot a nudie for a preface to the problem, IF THEY ARE SUPPOSEDLY HAVING PROBLEMS???GAH!)
I am just goin in circles here, I suppose it meant more in my mind at 2 am lying in a bed thinking about how I let some people down, and started to think about the folks that I know who are strong, and why the hell the wrong folks are still given SOOoooOOOOoooOO Much respect for NOTHING!
I don't know...But if that 'Fuck-SG-It-has-gotten-crappy' Virus is still running amok...I think I just may have caught it.
But until I am sure that I am either just fed-up with these attention whores, or that I am immune to that Virus...All I gots to say is this...
I DARE YOU TO BE REAL!!!!
(and, of course, Thank You to the AWESOME SnowballInHell/Misshelley for thee most beautiful crystal pyramid...It adorns the top of Luscius's terranium...Looks just stellar in his light!) AND! A Might Big SORRY to TAA, I know, I Know...I missed Chat, But I think a Hospital trip kind of gets priority, Not that it would if I could keep all priorities Horror in my life, But hey, Shit happens!)
So...To all that have never tried it...?
Seriously...
Try it...
I DARE ya!
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, well,- how are things any way? (besides the hospital trip),
well,- atleast, im doing fine and we are busy at the theatre, so that is all good.
btw, for some strange reason (i thinlk ive told this before) i cant log on to any chat any more so i cant come to the TAA, but i will see if my friend can fix it, hope fully he can
Sorry, I took so long to check in and see what was going on with you. (I feel sure you understand without explination) I WILL see you tomorrow and we can chat it up.
Please, take care of yourself and fuck this shit. If nothing else at lest this site has brought together a collection of people who have lived life and coinitune to do so every day!
Do me a fav!
Smile!!!!