I miss my bloody mary's...
I just recently moved from my little apartment in the Mountains to Phoenix with my mom. My lease isn't up until April and I started my job this last Monday so I had to make a quick move. With no money saved I had to move in with the parents temporarily. Problem is, my whole family is mormon except for me. (Now the obvious question, most of them have no idea about my fetishes, ect.) So I cannot smoke here, drink here, fuck here, and on top of all of that I have to attend the first of 3 hours of church each Sunday. My father even called me yesterday to ask me to "please dress more modestly to church".
In a way I'm just trying to maintain a good attitude about the whole thing. I am somewhat out of control with my drinking and body worshiping habits, and this way I can get a better control over my vices. That's my good attitude me being here for 1 week. I may be singing a different tune in the next couple of weeks. But when it comes to church, my little demon monster comes out!!!
It's hard for me to sit there for an hour and listen to the bullshit hypocrisies. I understand people love religion and need a set path to do good. But I'm not one of them. I'm a very spiritual person. But a very much not "religious" person. *audible sigh* it'll definitely take some getting used to that's for sure. I am looking forward to defiling this place with my fun shoots when no one is here. MWAHAHAHAHA
I just recently moved from my little apartment in the Mountains to Phoenix with my mom. My lease isn't up until April and I started my job this last Monday so I had to make a quick move. With no money saved I had to move in with the parents temporarily. Problem is, my whole family is mormon except for me. (Now the obvious question, most of them have no idea about my fetishes, ect.) So I cannot smoke here, drink here, fuck here, and on top of all of that I have to attend the first of 3 hours of church each Sunday. My father even called me yesterday to ask me to "please dress more modestly to church".
In a way I'm just trying to maintain a good attitude about the whole thing. I am somewhat out of control with my drinking and body worshiping habits, and this way I can get a better control over my vices. That's my good attitude me being here for 1 week. I may be singing a different tune in the next couple of weeks. But when it comes to church, my little demon monster comes out!!!
It's hard for me to sit there for an hour and listen to the bullshit hypocrisies. I understand people love religion and need a set path to do good. But I'm not one of them. I'm a very spiritual person. But a very much not "religious" person. *audible sigh* it'll definitely take some getting used to that's for sure. I am looking forward to defiling this place with my fun shoots when no one is here. MWAHAHAHAHA
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It is hard to live with people so different from me... but they still love me which helps the situations I just have to be sneaky with some things so they still think that I'm making an effort which I am for the most part... but not in everything
but im pretty sure your parents are really nice in a certain way, and phoenix looks to be a cool place to live