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You are a good man. I'm sorry I wrote those fucked up things in your testimonials. I was pissed off at the time that you had written that shit in my best bra. I have been really depressed lately. I was in the hospitol for a brief week and a half. (mental ward) I am sorry I put you through so much pain and shit. I was very fucked up.

I don't want what we had back but I do want you to know that I think you are a wonderful person and I hate that I put you through any pain~ whatsoever.

If I could figure SG out- I'd write something good in your testimonials.

Sean and I are not together and we haven't been for some time. I fell for this one chick in class- but it didn't work out the way I wanted it too. Oh well- life goes on. I actually wish I could work it out with Sean- but I don't see that happening. He's too caught up in younger women and stuff like that. Not PHAT older women. LOL


I'm sorry about Bob n Carlin. Is he living with you now? He said he would be seriously pissed and hurt me if I ever hurt you. He must really care about you. I'm glad you guys have each other. I saw the Bob n Carlin thing. Maybe they'll work it out. *shrugs*

Oh well-
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