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sorry i have been a terrible blogger the past few months. honestly havent picked the computer up much. but i feel like that is probably a good thing. moving into my apartment at school on the 27th! crazy. well i love you guys and i will try to post more often biggrin
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xmouthinoffx:
hope all is well!
xmouthinoffx:
hello! how goes it?
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wait.. whats this?
someone who actually gives me butterflies?

one huge issue
he has drug problems

maybe i can help him out :/
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bbecker83:
Bring him him to Mercy hospital, I work there as a security officer, we check in all te detox, psych patients and combative ones too, get him evaluated in the ERC and if he is willing to really detox maybe this will get him motivated...
goodnightxx7841:
yeah he just got out of rehab. i knew him in highschool and he was a completely different person. he went from clean cut social butterfly, to reclusive hippie. still dig him though. oh well my love life is a tangled web lol
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its been 2 months since i've blogged

why?

cuz a whole lotta NOTHING has happened

and i'm a lonely bee ;[
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6pack:
awwww thats ok im sure something exciting will happen very soon lol...
bbecker83:
I am also a lonely bee, come hang out with me, and see what fun we can have! smile
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i have to finish one research paper tonight
tomorrow i have my last classes
wednesday i have one final
and then its SUMMER
im living with my best friend
in my favorite neighborhood
i will be near all my family
and then i will be off to cal u in the fall!
the future is bright
if all goes according to plan...
biggrin
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veganjihad:
i like how there are several schools in western PA that are easily confused with other states big schools.
goodnightxx7841:
right?? LOL
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after dating someone for three years
being single makes me feel incomplete
so i guess thats why the past year has been so stressful for me
i dont wanna be viewed as one of THOSE GIRLS
you know, the ones who cling to anyone who gives them attention
i surely am not, and never will be

but i do fall hard
and i do fall...
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jamberee_:
Im totally like that too. People tell me a lot that i need to feel complete, healthy, and happy on my own. It took me forever, like beign single forever and slightly miserable to finally feel complete and healthy on my own. Now Im moving to a new town... hopefully can finally meet teh man of my dreams...

you will meet yours, but just get... explore hobbies and interests and try and keep urself busy until mr. right comes along!
goodnightxx7841:
i know i hate when someone gets upset with me for feeling this way, and saying i just need to be independent. because of course i want to be independent and i am fully capable of doing so! that doesn't mean i am comfortable or feel complete. that takes time and patience and i can handle that.

amen to beautiful and headstrong women!
(AND THOSE IN THE MAKING)
<3 biggrin
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it depresses me to look back on all my posts about the boy
and see how happy i was about it
and now realize how bad i wish it would have worked out frown
but he goes back to school next weekend
and it never took off
just sick of constant disappointment

also i was talking to my friend
and i told him that my mind...
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goodnightxx7841:
ive been through both situations, multiple time
kinda would just rather not get hurt lol
acanthostega:
Sorry to hear ya got hurt. Hope things get better.
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well i havent posted in awhile
and i am kind of sick of just putting up depressing things
so since shit has hit the fan in my life
i will instead talk about a few things i am greatful for:

green tea, dvr, shampoo/conditioner, air conditioning, nutella, ponytails, puppies, spongebob, my gameboy sp, my kindle, my ipod, my stereo, this laptop, caramel pretzel klondike...
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goodnightxx7841:
you are right! thanks for reminding me smile
goodnightxx7841:
and oh yes the library, but no it isnt a strip club! its just where all the smart, pretty, and lonely young ladies like to relax!
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i had a bonfire last night
with lots of booze and people
literally made the biggest fool out of myself ever
and fucked everything up with the boy
i just wanna crawl in a hole and die frown
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hor:

First, bonfires are awesome.

Second, you probably didn't make as big a fool of yourself as you thought.

Third, even if you did, you shouldn't worry about it. People spend way too much time forcing relationships. There's no reason to be with somebody if that person doesn't want to be with you just as much.

Fourth, your new profile pic is awesome.
goodnightxx7841:


There's no reason to be with somebody if that person doesn't want to be with you just as much.


- hor

i completely agree with that in every way.

and thank you very much smile

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my blogs usually consist of bullshit nobody cares about
including myself lol
but honestly this is a heartfelt one
still pretty short, but heartfelt

this kid, is just about the most sincere guy ever
i mean ive known him for what... 6 years?
he is my neighbor and ive always been tight with him
but we were never coincidentally single
and honestly i wasnt noticeably...
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entese:
oh youre so sweet!
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southside in the burgh is never boring
i got my second holes in my ears pierced, lyndzi got her tongue
also my lady friend and i made chocolate chip cookies!
they were delicious smile

p.s. her dog is a douchebag -_- but i love him
acanthostega:
Sounds fun. And chocolate chip cookies are the best! Wish i had some now.
hor:

Cooooookies!
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rain rain go away thats what all my haters sayyy
i was totally drained and this coffee just saved me! lol

so tell me your favorite color and animal
and i shall tell you what that says about you smile
love this kinda shizz
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hor:
Neat-o!
goodnightxx7841:
lol tim i have no clue how to answer yours!
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im addicted to these two songs right now

dev - bas down low



and put it down by wookiefoot


the_matt79:
Dev is so damned catchy, been really digging her. biggrin
richard_:
Its cause words is like our bitches n shit. smile