Damn I have been depressed this week...the whole moving thing is all fine and great, but I kinda don't feel like going out alone because I don't feel like getting "picked up" and I don't want to stay home because I'm fucking bored. Fucking A. Oh well.
So I think that I may go back to this horsebarn I worked at when I was here in March. Maybe talk to the trainer and see if he'd like any (unsupervised) help. I say unsupervised because I hate it when people fucking watch to critique all the fucking time. Western riders are good about not doing this, but English riders haven't mastered the art of horseback riding for fun yet. They will get there someday. Going back there would definitly give me something to do, and i'd stay in the same great shape i'm in now . I think I just might do that. Good idear. Only one prob...I fucking hate the trainer .
I also was considering doing a little bit of modeling on the side...what do you think? Think I can pull that shit off? (I know I don't have many pics up, but once I get access to my laptop, there will be more, I promise!)
By the way, if you're reading this and don't know my sister, Faelynia, then SHAME ON YOU! Go talk to her! She's GREAT!
So I think that I may go back to this horsebarn I worked at when I was here in March. Maybe talk to the trainer and see if he'd like any (unsupervised) help. I say unsupervised because I hate it when people fucking watch to critique all the fucking time. Western riders are good about not doing this, but English riders haven't mastered the art of horseback riding for fun yet. They will get there someday. Going back there would definitly give me something to do, and i'd stay in the same great shape i'm in now . I think I just might do that. Good idear. Only one prob...I fucking hate the trainer .
I also was considering doing a little bit of modeling on the side...what do you think? Think I can pull that shit off? (I know I don't have many pics up, but once I get access to my laptop, there will be more, I promise!)
By the way, if you're reading this and don't know my sister, Faelynia, then SHAME ON YOU! Go talk to her! She's GREAT!
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