gonzooliver

Thanks once again to everyone who commented on my set.
Today was a win lose day as far as getting everything back together for David. Thankfully the guy who has our television is bringing it back, right after he fixes where his dog went through it X_X i'm just so happy that's going good. Our other furniture could be going better but tomorrow will fix that thankfully. I talked to one of my husbands friends and he's gonna help us. I didn't want to bring other people into this mess but I need to get this all done tomorrow. I really am hoping/praying everything goes well.
I heard from David today, it wasn't much but it means so much to hear even a peep right now. Considering I haven't heard anything in over a week. He should be back in about three weeks, a few of his friends are coming over to help put my surround sound together. I've been working on getting some surprises for him. I already told him I got him X box live and I've been trying to get the house together for him. Some of the things are on back order though, our nightstands and such. Craziness as usually I suppose. I don't think there is such a thing as normal, just nutso.
I have been eating pretty regularly which if you know me is really weird. For anyone who didn't know I've had a lot of trouble with eating disorders since middle school. As of lately it hasn't been as bad with bulimia as anorexia. If I feel hungry I normal don't eat cause if I do I just make myself sick. I just worry if what happens if I eat to much and end up not eating at all. I know it hurts David when he knows I've relapsed so for the most part I've been keeping myself busy and eating actual food.
Kind of nice too. Not eating junk food 24/7 like I use too.
I feel so nervous about David coming home, all our friends are helping me out and preparing me for changes. I know there will be alot. The first few months will be hard I know but I love him, I don't want to loose him.. My aunt told me that I should tap his feet when I want him to wake up in the morning and not his shoulders, my cousin nearly took his girlfriend out because she woke him up wrong so they either tap his foot or throw a pillow at him from across the room.
I don't think it's the changes in him I'm worried about. I'm more worried if he doesn't like what he sees when he sees me. I've been really sick over the summer and while my body's on the mend doctors say it'll take at least another year to fully recover. I'm back to being where I'm not sick every other week more like a once a month thing. I don't know maybe I'm worrying for nothing.
Oh I know a few people have commented on me getting a SG photography, I don't plan on it. The sets and everything is something my husband and I like to do. It's really a lot of fun for us, he gets to watch me get naked and it leads to dirty things I won't say more lol. It's just something for us the whole taking of the photos and getting them ready for MR, and even if I never go pink I'd have fun doing it on the way with him.
Thanks once again to everyone for their comments and support with the set, a new one will be out in the next few months hopefully, for now though I sign off with a sad yet happy day behind me and a few hard ones ahead. Wish me luck!