gonzooliver

Thanks again to everyone for their comments and support. Umeko, Cadavre, MissMinda, Leebus, bopeccepeppa, dknight316, Scheisskopf, A_Boy, Punkie, Wyoh and my hubby David aka jankio.

I uploaded some sneaky peakys of my upcoming comic book. Look in the COMIC BOOK!!! album.

I apologize now, I need to vent...

I'm so happy I'm moving back to El Paso in the next two weeks. I'm beginning to believe my mother enjoys hearing her own screaming at me. Then she bitches saying I don't do jack shit around here. I do more shit than she thinks. I can't think how many times she's screamed at me this week I wanted to say 'Fuck off' or deck her. I've dealt with this shit long enough.

I actually came out and told her I kissed girls and I had enjoyed it when I was in college and high school. (my mother's very religious, it was hard as hell to tell her) She told me it was the devil twisting my thoughts. She hasn't said anything since. Mostly just screams and throws shit around. Have I mentioned I can't wait to get back to El Paso?

I think most recently though I heard her mumbling about me working on my comic book and saying I wouldn't amount to anything. Makes me work on it more.

I think I'll surprise her tomorrow morning, I'll brush the dogs, feed them and do all the shit I apparently don't do. X_X... I'm not good with confrontation especially with my family. I so can't wait for my comic book to come out, I have a feeling that if it does any good then I won't ever have to deal with my family again.

The only family member who actually supports me fully is my husband. I miss him. Only about another month and half though.

Sorry to anyone who actually read this. I just...I needed to vent...most the things I do when I'm stressed I can't do since David is gone. Well I can't say can't, I just don't. Sorry..oh don't forget January 11th The Punisher comes out.