gonzooliver

I'm not having a good week. I miss David so much and I feel like crap. He is such an amazing man and I feel like every time I try to do something right I do it wrong. Maybe he is right and I worry to much. I know it seems weird to admit this but I worry so much it makes me timid in bed with him. I worry I don't do something right and it fucks up the entire mood. This is more or less a help me blog. Has anyone else ever felt like this?
I just want to be able to make love and not have either of us thinking it's uncomfortable. By nature I stress and worry a lot and I want to get past it. I love my husband so much that I just want to be a confident person. My confidence was shot a long time ago and I don't know how to get it back. I just need help right now more than ever. I love David with everything in me. I don't want to be this weak kid who stresses out so much. I want to be the woman he loves and he deserves. Can anyone help me? Tell me what you do to not stress out so much or whatever. Thanks.

Oh and thanks to everyone for their support. Hair poll will be back in a few days.