goldenlotus

i like the idea of a new year
the idea of new beginnings
the suggestion of a fresh start...
i have never been one for a resolution, i always felt that if you wanted to make a change in your life then why wait. it is something that can be done anytime of the year.
i am unfortunately still with out a new camera, but have realized that i have spent to many months morning the loss of such a materialistic item.
it will come in time...all things come in time
my happiness can not be controlled by what i have not got, knowing that there are many more individual circumstances out there that have less than i.
and in actuality the self exploration has revealed that the root of my anxiety does not stem from this lack of possession.
it is much deeper than that.
i understand now where it comes from and that makes it easier to confront.
i know i am on the right path...i see a sign that reads "happiness up ahead".