So despite everything, and despite how completely irritated I am with the state of my world and the majority of the people in it (note majority, not all), how the hell do I manage to be so fucking horny today?
I'm tired of the "box" cliche. If I use it again or often, please remind me to kick my own ass.
Props to Clidna for her rant on how blind people are to anything going on outside their own little bubble; now I don't have to write about this. I'm mad at the world today, but I need to be in order to get it out of my system. I'll be normal EMO Gin again tomorrow.
People can just have a "Take A Good Long Suck On It" balloon and fuck off. For real. Especially those that continue to talk tall about how they're going to do things which they know I NEED and then just don't. Attempts to understand or care are null and void as of now. I'm done waiting for that magical person that is going to renew all my faith in everything, but if (heaven forbid) they happen to come along then I'm sure going to be knocked on my ass. Ecstaticly, of course. haha I don't even think that "ecstaticly" is a word... well until now. Write that down.
So here's a thought (and approximation, its also an answer to your question)- just because someone (example: me) is upset or crying about something, this does not always mean it has to do with a guy. That is sometimes or maybe often the cause, but not always. There are so many different upsetting things that one could be dealing with, and sometimes details are not always appropriate but the underlying feelings are. Feelings are more important anyways in my mind, because they're universal no matter what the situation. I also cannot stand people who are so shallow such that their lives revolve around one sole thing, i.e. "he/she doesn't like me" or "I can't see him/her for so long" *insert annoying high-pitched whiny voice going on and on for 20 minutes about nothing*. If I was like that all the time, I'd definately kick my own ass. I won't lie, I am very guilty of emo-ing out about my sad non-existent love life more than I should, but if that was the only problem I had? Hot damn, I'd have it easy. But then I'd be shallow and annoying, and that would suck. Substance is essential.
MOTHERFUCK I'M HORNY. And now I expect myself to study. *edit* and just FYI, my hands really don't always come even slightly close to doing the trick, but thanks for the suggestions.
"I feel so mad. I feel so angry. I feel so callous. So lost, confused, again."
-Boxcar Racer
I'm tired of the "box" cliche. If I use it again or often, please remind me to kick my own ass.
Props to Clidna for her rant on how blind people are to anything going on outside their own little bubble; now I don't have to write about this. I'm mad at the world today, but I need to be in order to get it out of my system. I'll be normal EMO Gin again tomorrow.
People can just have a "Take A Good Long Suck On It" balloon and fuck off. For real. Especially those that continue to talk tall about how they're going to do things which they know I NEED and then just don't. Attempts to understand or care are null and void as of now. I'm done waiting for that magical person that is going to renew all my faith in everything, but if (heaven forbid) they happen to come along then I'm sure going to be knocked on my ass. Ecstaticly, of course. haha I don't even think that "ecstaticly" is a word... well until now. Write that down.
So here's a thought (and approximation, its also an answer to your question)- just because someone (example: me) is upset or crying about something, this does not always mean it has to do with a guy. That is sometimes or maybe often the cause, but not always. There are so many different upsetting things that one could be dealing with, and sometimes details are not always appropriate but the underlying feelings are. Feelings are more important anyways in my mind, because they're universal no matter what the situation. I also cannot stand people who are so shallow such that their lives revolve around one sole thing, i.e. "he/she doesn't like me" or "I can't see him/her for so long" *insert annoying high-pitched whiny voice going on and on for 20 minutes about nothing*. If I was like that all the time, I'd definately kick my own ass. I won't lie, I am very guilty of emo-ing out about my sad non-existent love life more than I should, but if that was the only problem I had? Hot damn, I'd have it easy. But then I'd be shallow and annoying, and that would suck. Substance is essential.
MOTHERFUCK I'M HORNY. And now I expect myself to study. *edit* and just FYI, my hands really don't always come even slightly close to doing the trick, but thanks for the suggestions.
"I feel so mad. I feel so angry. I feel so callous. So lost, confused, again."
-Boxcar Racer
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have a great one!