godiva

yesterday was one of the worst days of my life; went to the bf;s house to make some lemon bars for my friends, after that we were gunna go back to my apartment. Sonic was with me. i took him for a nice walk around my bf's neighborhood. anyways we got back to my apartment building and the walls were black, there had been a fire in the short hours i was gone. PANDA! i panicked. after the landlord unboarded up my door(cuz they kicked it in) i went searching for my baby, but she was no where.... in shambles i almost broke down in terror that my poor kitty was god knos where. which just made me furious at whomever was responsible. turns out that after the fireman kicked down my door he had to resessitate my poor kitty bc she had passed out from the amount of smoke in my apartment. they took her to animal control downtown. i called them, they almost didnt give her back the shitheads. i had to rummage through my smokey apartment for her rabies papers. and give then money!! but i got my baby back. they showed me a picture of my poor panda bear when they got her into the shelter. i had enough. i felt horrible for leaving her and not being there when it happend. and whomever was responsible for the fire was in the hospital. she had a cat the lady whos apartment was on fire 3 doors down from me. the kitty also passed out, but was revived and made it. I then took my poor baby to my parents house. she still smells of smoke. but she has had two bathes already. and she is coughing which is making me so nervous. I have to take her to get her stiches out on wednesday but i dont know if i can wait that long to get her in to a vet. i cant sleep and my apartment walls are like black, my things fortunatly arnt damaged. but right now i feel like overwhelmed with worry for my cat and for just wanted things to go right. well im kind of down but i had to share the worst day of my life with you guys im sorry its not happy, but my baby is just so important to me.

LOVE GODIVA

ps some early b day present huh?