So its a new year and here I am working on part of my new year resolution. To start making journal entries for anyone who care to read them to do so. Maybe even explain a little about myself in the process. For what its worth Im glad 2004 is gone and its the start of a new year. I would have to say 04 was the worst year of my life. Since I am only 21 and all that probably isn't saying all that much but still. I know a year doesn't make any real difference its not like my luck was going to turn when the clock struck 12 on new years just cuz i am in store for a new year. But for once I would like to buy into the hype. I guess the only other real reform i am trying to make is to go to the gym more often. So far its going ok. I got stood up today by someone today. I should have seen it coming but i tried to look on the positive and it really hurt when it happened. Its the past that makes it so hard. I actually even cried over it. Considering what this person has done to me in the past I shouldn't cry. Its not the worst thing she has ever done to me. Maybe I let people get under my skin to much. Oh well I will take a few days and just think it over and hopefully everything will work out for the better.
