god_machine

Today was..crap. Only good thing about today is that she was there. She shall remain nameless cuz she doesnt like me telling people on SG that she's my girlfriend... for whatever reason that may be. Anyway, I need some guidance. She wants to do some photo shoot and well, I'm having a hard time dealing with the idea. I'd like to be okay with it,...
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Grrrr.. and if anyone disagrees, I'll gnaw your fucking face off.

hm, today is one of those days where nothing is as it seems.

holy fuckballs, have you ever had the proverbial wind knocked out of ya? i mean, has someone ever told you something that just floored you completely? but its one of those things that you cant tell anyone, only the people that know... know. maybe its just me?

Wow.. um, k I guess i'm back? I didn't really go anywhere, I guess I just took a break from the net. been playing video games and goin out to shoot pool & throw darts.. A LOT. anyway, i'll put more in l8r

Love.
Is why I never wake up from a dream ever constant.
Is why I never relent on my forbidden pathways.
What do you do when love has stricken you?
Do you quake, and quiver in fear?
Or follow your instincts blindly, letting only your mind pas you by.
But players in a stage we are, for love, for life, for sanity.
I am who...
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Incandescent light shines upon my dreary wakeing.
My wakeing so slow, just to live to wake to sleep to lie to hate.
To lie here and die, To wait here and cry.
You told me I was what You wanted me to be.
You told me to be a better man even though you knew i was.
You forsake me for the last shreds of...
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some people are just too inconsiderate for words.

Whenever I'm alone with you
You make me feel like I am home again
Whenever I'm alone with you
You make me feel like I am whole again

Whenever I'm alone with you
You make me feel like I am young again
Whenever I'm alone with you
You make me feel like I am fun again

However far away
I will always love you
However...
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RAAAWR! I'M BACK! Okay... so I really like chicago. people there love me. i went to this place called Penny Road Pub and did some karaoke, no its not lame, and people were all about some me singin stuff. i kept having random strangers come tell me how awesome i sound and such.. i love when people tell me i sound good on stage, it...
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uh... having a blast in chicago, why cant i just live here? people here dig me and i think its fuckin great. checked out this awesome ass band called Skank at The Penny Road Pub and Maggot Twat put on a helluva show too. did a little shopping on the magnificent mile, checked out navy pier and some huge ass mall called Woodfield... ridiculously huge....
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rawr! Leaving tomorrow to go to chicago, Woo!#!@?! Uh, i'll be gone from 18-24th... wish me fun