Woo Wooooo!!!
War sucks but I am glad they are finally going to get it overwith. Serious mixed feelings about the protests in SF, though I am very glad that the BB showed up. I much prefer that to a bunch of hippies fucking up traffic for those that need to get to work doing things like ECOLOGICAL RESTORATION, or HUMANITARIAN AID ADMINISTRATION and even...
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War sucks but I am glad they are finally going to get it overwith. Serious mixed feelings about the protests in SF, though I am very glad that the BB showed up. I much prefer that to a bunch of hippies fucking up traffic for those that need to get to work doing things like ECOLOGICAL RESTORATION, or HUMANITARIAN AID ADMINISTRATION and even...
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And on a lighter note, I am having a good day. I think being so angry last night helped. I still can't get any rest for some reason. I feel like I haven't slept in days. But I am confident that I will feel much better soon.
Never shake a baby!
Never shake a baby!
miss_piss:
i do hope you find a sleep solution...
its kind of imperitive
my ex-girlfriend used to call my braces snaps...she was cute
haven't worn em for quite a while...not with intent anyway
its kind of imperitive
my ex-girlfriend used to call my braces snaps...she was cute
haven't worn em for quite a while...not with intent anyway
Ya know that feeling? That oxygen surging through your veins feeling? When I was a freshie I felt that way about black people. I am there again, but with no racial motivation. I want to put my boots and braces on again and fuck some serious shit up. I want to destroy so much. But it is just because my wife wants my kid out...
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frigga:
There is nothing, i repeat NOTHING like race being a problem with the neighbourhood.
there just ISN'T a neighbourhood. there arn't really neighbours. there IS, however, a park full of drug dealers, pimps and prostitues, literally, not people who look like they may be drug dealers, pimps and prostitutes, they are. i have seen them IN ACTION while my baby played in the sun on the grass.
there is another grassy area full of big thorny seed pods from the liquid ambers where the homeless folk hang out. they're ok. pretty cool, don't bother me it's mostly the seed pods there...oh and the scary ass shit i find in the grass.
there is the marina and Mare Island covered in toxic waste and all sorts of nastyness to the point that anyone living this close to it has to sign a waiver. we signed it because we had no place to live.
Our apartment is small, there are people who bother me on my walks, there are crazy old women who ask me if my baby is breathing, there are crazy young women who think it's ok to touch her.
And then there are the guys who do drug drops in our planters outside our building and tell my husband they are going to kill him.
would you like to live here?
i hate the concrete more than anything. i hate that the trees cry out to me because their roots are choked in asphalt, their soil is inadiquite...they scream and try to cut their way out and the city just repaves or lets the sidewalk rot in their bent up forms, causing biking accidents and skinned knees.
i hate it here because i can feel it all rotting...i can feel the decay and the suffering...the lifeforms just taking from the earth and not giving back.
i hate this town because no one works here, as in, there are no jobs here, there is no industry here, it is a bedroom community people commute, and therefore the economy here sucks.
there are no businesses, really, there are a few hair salons, a tortilla factory, an egyptian art store, antique dealers, a post office, a few banks and very little else.
this place reeks of death and i want out.
it has nothing to do with race.
i just want some fucking trees.
there just ISN'T a neighbourhood. there arn't really neighbours. there IS, however, a park full of drug dealers, pimps and prostitues, literally, not people who look like they may be drug dealers, pimps and prostitutes, they are. i have seen them IN ACTION while my baby played in the sun on the grass.
there is another grassy area full of big thorny seed pods from the liquid ambers where the homeless folk hang out. they're ok. pretty cool, don't bother me it's mostly the seed pods there...oh and the scary ass shit i find in the grass.
there is the marina and Mare Island covered in toxic waste and all sorts of nastyness to the point that anyone living this close to it has to sign a waiver. we signed it because we had no place to live.
Our apartment is small, there are people who bother me on my walks, there are crazy old women who ask me if my baby is breathing, there are crazy young women who think it's ok to touch her.
And then there are the guys who do drug drops in our planters outside our building and tell my husband they are going to kill him.
would you like to live here?
i hate the concrete more than anything. i hate that the trees cry out to me because their roots are choked in asphalt, their soil is inadiquite...they scream and try to cut their way out and the city just repaves or lets the sidewalk rot in their bent up forms, causing biking accidents and skinned knees.
i hate it here because i can feel it all rotting...i can feel the decay and the suffering...the lifeforms just taking from the earth and not giving back.
i hate this town because no one works here, as in, there are no jobs here, there is no industry here, it is a bedroom community people commute, and therefore the economy here sucks.
there are no businesses, really, there are a few hair salons, a tortilla factory, an egyptian art store, antique dealers, a post office, a few banks and very little else.
this place reeks of death and i want out.
it has nothing to do with race.
i just want some fucking trees.
johnnysuicide:
yeah this town doues blow major ass.my friends atrocity works for the solano county DA and he knows all of the prostitut deens in vallejo that there watching..he took me on a tour one night driving by them all and i had no idea how many there where..i mean i knew there where a few but almost on every block shit
anyway if vallejo feel into a big hole in the ground i dont think anyone would miss it....if u guys can aford to get the fuck up out of here more poweer to ya i have been tryin for years
anyway if vallejo feel into a big hole in the ground i dont think anyone would miss it....if u guys can aford to get the fuck up out of here more poweer to ya i have been tryin for years
For some odd reason I am on turbo-batshit-overdrive today. And I feel terrible. There is something very wrong with me lately. I future-trip all day. I sweat profusely when I sleep and I never ever feel like I have gotten enough. I am stuck in this shitty cycle of being afraid of the only option I have right now: hand to mouth paycheck to paycheck...
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theslant:
I wholeheartedly relate to anxieties about the future. And not being able to get enough sleep.
Perhaps a break would do wonders. Not too far from nature when you live up there.
I love your homepage url. would that perhaps be from J.D. Salinger's short story?
Perhaps a break would do wonders. Not too far from nature when you live up there.
I love your homepage url. would that perhaps be from J.D. Salinger's short story?
dave_h:
Thats funny that you said that. The thing is, all my freinds think SHES gay. One of the reasons I'd never gone for this girl before the other night is cus I'd heard she was gay.
And then I asked a mutual friend and co-worker of hers if she had been at work last night, my friend was like, "why do you wanna know? You know shes gay right?" For a second I was like, no I can assure you shes not gay but my friend didn't beleive me.
I didn't want to get into the details of the 69 etc and her telling me she wanted me to fuck her doggy style and up the ass (which I didn't do)
Anyways, even if she is lesbian, she probably gives some of the best head I ever seen.
And then I asked a mutual friend and co-worker of hers if she had been at work last night, my friend was like, "why do you wanna know? You know shes gay right?" For a second I was like, no I can assure you shes not gay but my friend didn't beleive me.
I didn't want to get into the details of the 69 etc and her telling me she wanted me to fuck her doggy style and up the ass (which I didn't do)
Anyways, even if she is lesbian, she probably gives some of the best head I ever seen.
wanna touch me?
dave_h:
not with a ten foot pole.
just kidding.
I wanna touch you like an animal.
I wanna feel you from the inside.
just kidding.
I wanna touch you like an animal.
I wanna feel you from the inside.
le:
ok.
....
ummm... now what?
....
ummm... now what?
WOO! Was at nobody's place for our local "almost straight night" and met this way cool girl. Some guy called her a "fag hag" which I found mighty derogatory and i almost beat the shit out of him. The testosterone seriously needed some overflow and release, and i feel much better.
I stayed out way too late and frigga stormed the castle and put the...
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coco:
When your woman talks, you better listen!
SOOOOOOOO, papa showed up on the aprilia today and floated me $200 for the race clutch for the hawk. It really bums me out when I accept money from my family members.
Frigga and I snuggled today for no apparent reason. It was good. She is working on making her dress for the SG prom...it is going to be amazing.
I think I need to...
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Frigga and I snuggled today for no apparent reason. It was good. She is working on making her dress for the SG prom...it is going to be amazing.
I think I need to...
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johnnysuicide:
im about in the same bout i need to get out more my self
Friday makes me happy. Dave_H's lack of pussy at the moment makes me unhappy. But what the hell. I'll sleep when I'm dead. I have beers, Frigga made like 8 pounds of her fried chicken (fried chicken really doesnt get any better....if it did, it would just be kind of stupid. it's that good.), my baby is happy, and it is raining. Life is good....
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dave_h:
the fact that my lack of pussy gets a sympathic mention in another persons journal makes me happy.
my heart goes out to johnysuicide. 9 months--I've never gone that long since I first got laid. And its only been a week or so, so I shouldn't even be complaining.
[Edited on Mar 15, 2003]
my heart goes out to johnysuicide. 9 months--I've never gone that long since I first got laid. And its only been a week or so, so I shouldn't even be complaining.
[Edited on Mar 15, 2003]
coco:
When in doubt: I giggle. I seem to do that all the time.
Poor Dave H, so sex for a week! Ha.
Poor Dave H, so sex for a week! Ha.
someday.
johnnysuicide:
thats what im sayin...........................................................
someday.
someday.
miss_piss:
you look so so so much like my friend "little" rich...in this picture
stop it
stop it
Woo! Neat day. Work was a clusterfuck and was so busy we had our bookeeper out in the yard. Funny and exciting stuff. I love it when I actually get to WORK. And smell like a MAN.
So yeah. Motorcycle is BAD! Fuel delivery problems at wide open throttle. Really scary on corner exits. I keep waiting for it to die at serious lean angle....
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So yeah. Motorcycle is BAD! Fuel delivery problems at wide open throttle. Really scary on corner exits. I keep waiting for it to die at serious lean angle....
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dave_h:
what does "keep the rubber side down" mean?
frigga:
NR-quotes, in this order:
motorcycle slang,
samuel clemons,
himself,
Dagin,
no idea but it's funny!
motorcycle slang,
samuel clemons,
himself,
Dagin,
no idea but it's funny!
and I can headbutt through a wall.