goatsgotohell

I suppose jealousy is a good sign in a way....it just means I care as much as I think I do.

Things that she says that will not bother her, that I can do. would bother me to do. So despite such freedoms I don't think I can enjoy them too much.

Having a concious is great, except when it really decides to piss me off over something stupid that shouldn't bother me.

I guess I'm still very afraid to hurt and to be hurt...proceed with caution said the blinking yellow light.