goatsgotohell

"Save the drama for yo' Momma... "

Booker T, professional wrestler.

I'm putting the blinders on again and keeping my eyes on my own paper. As much as I'd like to really care about all the bitching and moaning going on around here and in the chat, I can't, because I took my head out of my ass and see the other side of the coin now. There are 3 sides to every story, person 1's point of view, person 2's point of view, and what actually happened. I try to remain in this third dynamic viewpoint as much as possible, it's impossible to enjoy this damn place otherwise, which is what it comes down to.

I've been around here for a long ass time, I've seen things happen to the site I love and hate, I've seen people come and go I care about, and this will continue to happen I'm sure. This is a dynamic place, that is what draws me to it, things that become routine get really stale and boring fast. The good points of this site still outweigh the bad in my books, so I shall stay until this changes and I no longer enjoy coming here. I pay to be here, but it doesn't intitle me to any special rights or privilages. I wish everybody kind of realized this, we don't make the site, true we've helped shape it, but it would continue without all of us posters and journal writers. It may not be the same Suicidegirls if we all were gone, but it'd continue on none the less.

I've come to realize that guilt by association sucks, but that's a part of the real world as well as here. So I'm very sorry some of my friends have been kicked off for seemingly silly reasons or no real known reason at all, but that's out of my control. It's not the real world here. Oh my did he just say SG isn't the real world? Yes, yes I did, this is the net, remember that. We are REAL people in an UNreal place. Keep the fact that people have feelings in account, BUT do not freak out if somebody hurts yours.

Please have a good time here...Please make friends...

Just don't make a big stink if you don't like it here anymore, no one forces anyone to stay. If you fuck up and break the rules, don't bitch that you got kicked to me. Yes, I've heard some of you and you have some seemingly valid gripes if what you say is true, but I don't talk to Spooky and don't know his side or the 3rd side of things...so I'm sorry you are gone, but shit happens. Take it up with him, save all of us the sob story, that's all I hear anymore it seems.

I won't lie, I don't like all the rules, but this is not my court, and not my ball, so I will obey them if I wish to continue to play. When the day comes I no longer want to play, I will pack my things and say goodbye.

Until then... let's play ball boys and girls, I pick the fat kid with the accordian and the beefy new york guy.