i want to have a purpose. i want to have drive, i want to have a goal. i don't have that now. i stand in the corner of the room and look around me and wonder what causes me to draw in each breath. i wonder why the seconds tick by. and wait for some sort of sign of i don't know what.
i don't like the feeling of waiting for the unknown. i don't like feeling like i'm just standing around and being. i think my problem is that i don't desire anything right now. i'm content. i hate it.
i don't like the feeling of waiting for the unknown. i don't like feeling like i'm just standing around and being. i think my problem is that i don't desire anything right now. i'm content. i hate it.
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1. you're and EMT/FD girl. that's purpose and drive. and goal, even if they are short term (hello? saving lives anyone?)
2. you desire more than you give yourself credit for. i've seen it live and in person. you desire life. experiences. sex. kisses. touches. you are alive and THROBBING, no?
3. we all feel this way sometimes.
hee hee.
go on girlfriend. you're BAD ASS!!
happy humpday.
I feel like a lazy fuck in comparison to you.
Lazy.
Fuck.