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My heart is a fluttering and beating once again... pbnj has revived it.

Fuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuck I'm so drunk and horny. How do I survive?

Well there goes that idea.

EDIT

Nevermind.

Emotions. Constantly flowing throughout me, usually I have a way to release this extra "energy". But I have not felt in touch with myself since I was removed from my sons' lives. Now every time I step up to the plate, hoping to hit a home run, I blackout. I panic. I feel love, lust, hate, greed, envy, anger, rage, fear. Mostly fear. I'm not...
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For once my eyes are open to you, and everything you've said.
For once your web of lies is in the open.
I gave you everything I had, until I had nothing left.
Still you act as if I'm just a burden.
I've finally let go. Let go, let go.

Stay silent at least for now, and let me move on.
'Cause I'm so done...
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I'm at a crossroads in life. I wish i could just keep on trucking forward, but unfortunately I can only make a left or a right turn... Oh how I hate making decisions. It would be easy, considering one path is possibly very deceptive and this I'm aware of, but the other path, I've traveled similar ones many times and haven't made it forward yet,...
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My last piece of writing, excluding my script abstract, was the song I wrote almost a year ago.

My current love interest says otherwise, however. When looking at her pictures and imagining sexual intercourse with her, this is the images that play out in my mind. Warning: this extremely graphic as it contains sexual content.

Her: ok well for right this second, instead of focusing...
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So fucking good!

Kill people burn shit fuck school.

I bought a fucking whale...


Cuz I'm ballin'.