I have not felt this happy in a very long time. I am in such high spirits I managed to clean my room. And I am doing better at work because of it. People are even noticing. I am still not coming back to chat though.
Chat brings me down. Add on to that fact the loss of Melanie and I will just be wallowing in regret and self-hatred. I think she would be glad that I'm actually managing to get things done now. For the next three days I'm going to be spending time at my girlfriend's again, but when I get back I'm getting down to writing lyrics and my script.
In other news, the band I created is moving forward even better than I thought, because our drummer (he works at me with Wal-Mart) got a new job at a factory during the day, so now when we practice just depends on the days that I have off. So every time I'm not at my girlfriends I'm pretty much going to be able to practice with the band. We haven't decided for certain yet, but I think we're going with the band name Romance Is Dead. If something better goes along, who knows, some bands change their names all the time. For example, Lamb Of God wasn't always Lamb Of God. So, we'll see. I'm going to write some lyrics and dedicate them to Melanie
... I miss her so much... I'm sad that I never really got to say a real goodbye, but neither did a lot of people, so no biggie.
And last but not least, my idol (for his talent in singing and his swag, I could deal without the drug addictions and the jackassery that he sometimes partakes in) Jonny Craig has a new solo album expected to be out this year! yay! Now if only he can kick the smack and start making it with Dance Gavin Dance again.
Chat brings me down. Add on to that fact the loss of Melanie and I will just be wallowing in regret and self-hatred. I think she would be glad that I'm actually managing to get things done now. For the next three days I'm going to be spending time at my girlfriend's again, but when I get back I'm getting down to writing lyrics and my script.
In other news, the band I created is moving forward even better than I thought, because our drummer (he works at me with Wal-Mart) got a new job at a factory during the day, so now when we practice just depends on the days that I have off. So every time I'm not at my girlfriends I'm pretty much going to be able to practice with the band. We haven't decided for certain yet, but I think we're going with the band name Romance Is Dead. If something better goes along, who knows, some bands change their names all the time. For example, Lamb Of God wasn't always Lamb Of God. So, we'll see. I'm going to write some lyrics and dedicate them to Melanie
... I miss her so much... I'm sad that I never really got to say a real goodbye, but neither did a lot of people, so no biggie.
And last but not least, my idol (for his talent in singing and his swag, I could deal without the drug addictions and the jackassery that he sometimes partakes in) Jonny Craig has a new solo album expected to be out this year! yay! Now if only he can kick the smack and start making it with Dance Gavin Dance again.
_beans_:
good to see you putting yourself together man
coolshtcaity:
glad you're feeling good & things are going well for you