i been drowning in an abyss of boredom and lonelyness. all my old school San Francisco buddy's showed up at my house last sunday. i hung out with them until thursday morning. in wich i then went home and left them in NJ. alot happened between them showing up and me leaving. got drunk everyday. sleep deprived myself. then catching up by sleeping 16 hours. i cooked them all an awsome meal of enchiladas. saw a friend of mine who drove 2 hours out of her way from mid PA to philly just to meet me for the first time get arrested for drugs that did not belong to her. then seeing my SF friends be complete assholes to my friend who booked a show for them in brooklyn. granted the girl who booked is kinda dumb. and very annoying. and the show went really bad. but it was beyond her fault and did not deserve that treatment. and i hated being caught in the middle of all my best buds. and a girl who tried hard and did'nt deserve what came to her. despite all that i miss them even more now that they came and left. and now that my plans have totally fallen through for tonight i wish i was back home in SF. not alone or bored.
beautiful_hatred:
Dude... It can get pretty boring here sometimes. At the end of the month there is a show in Peekskill. Awkward thought..... and Run Like Hell. I am going for sure.
gluepunx:
Greyhound is the absolute WORST! i took greyhound down to baltimore on friday. And last night being sunday and having to work on monday i try to get back to NY. i could not get on the bus that i was sapposed to cause those morons overbooked there busses. so i go to the station like three times that night trying to catch a different bus and each time was full and i could not get on. so i said FUCK YOU i'm taking amtrak. but to add some humor into all this (funny for you, very tramatic for me) while waiting to see if i could catch the last bus, there was what looked like a homosexual nazi skinhead. this guy had his t-shirt tied in a bow. and these wierd jeans that were twice as long as his legs but were doubled back up his legs so they looked like a normal length. well as me and my friend alicia walk on by him to sit down and his eyes follow me from one end of the station to the other. he turned all the way around to keep checking me out. and this guy was staring at me non stop for at least 5 minutes. and it was so gross i could feel him staring at me. and when i turned around to see if was still looking. he had his hand down his pants either jerkin it or adjustin his boner all the while still staring. I seriously wanted to fuckin puke when i saw that. like the guy never touched me. but i still feel totally violated and like vissually raped cause of him. ugh. i need therepy now.