Ok moving house officially bites! Hmmmm that reminds me, I should be packing boxes right now! 
Finally got rid of my fucktard of a flatmate. The annoying cow(me and friends like to refer to her as crack-whore) has finally got the point through her thick skull that she is not welcome. Hurrah for that being over! She still owes me money for clocked up phone bills though. Bloody teenagers! Never again!
My life seems to flow from one occasion to the next I hope to believe that I have some control over these passing moments but doubt does enter my mind. More often than not the carelessness of youth takes hold and all bets are off. Do I wish to live more in the moment or to plan & contruct the future that beckons me? A question that insists on an honest answer. Oh but to live both lives! Ive done plenty to be proud of I guess but its never enough. Always pushing foward. I have a few goals in life that are achievable within my lifetime and then obscene self serving ideals that run rampant in my reptilian brain. Im being vague in fear of giving these delusions more time than they rightly deserve. Oh to be normal. To settle down and have the wife, kids, mortgage, 4WD and be content. Im in quite a foreign environment than I was 10 years ago. Im old enough to feel ways about stuff. To be arrogant when the occasion calls for it because I know when Im right. I also know when theres room for doubt, the answer isnt final and I shouldnt be quite so stubborn. I guess it comes with the onset of the stark bleakness of being mid 20's. [shivers]
Favourite quote atm:
Those who say don't know. Those who know don't say.
And has anyone seen that ball-of-string ad for Melbourne on telly? How absolutely gorgeous is it, melbourne and the babe?!?!?
Finally got rid of my fucktard of a flatmate. The annoying cow(me and friends like to refer to her as crack-whore) has finally got the point through her thick skull that she is not welcome. Hurrah for that being over! She still owes me money for clocked up phone bills though. Bloody teenagers! Never again!
My life seems to flow from one occasion to the next I hope to believe that I have some control over these passing moments but doubt does enter my mind. More often than not the carelessness of youth takes hold and all bets are off. Do I wish to live more in the moment or to plan & contruct the future that beckons me? A question that insists on an honest answer. Oh but to live both lives! Ive done plenty to be proud of I guess but its never enough. Always pushing foward. I have a few goals in life that are achievable within my lifetime and then obscene self serving ideals that run rampant in my reptilian brain. Im being vague in fear of giving these delusions more time than they rightly deserve. Oh to be normal. To settle down and have the wife, kids, mortgage, 4WD and be content. Im in quite a foreign environment than I was 10 years ago. Im old enough to feel ways about stuff. To be arrogant when the occasion calls for it because I know when Im right. I also know when theres room for doubt, the answer isnt final and I shouldnt be quite so stubborn. I guess it comes with the onset of the stark bleakness of being mid 20's. [shivers]
Favourite quote atm:
Those who say don't know. Those who know don't say.
And has anyone seen that ball-of-string ad for Melbourne on telly? How absolutely gorgeous is it, melbourne and the babe?!?!?
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Best of luck to you! I think I know your yearning to be "normal" - but think of all the sights and experiences you would miss if you WERE leading a cliched 9-5 existence.
Take care!