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So How was every one's Christmas!? I had a great one. I'm buying a car from a friend! And I got moving out presents which are always exciting.

I got a diamond ring and a proposal from a guy I was seeing, but I had to tell him no. I wasn't feeling the same way for a while. And he has been gone for two months. It was awkward And Some one at Walmart called me a heart breaker Makes me feel bad, I already feel like a bitch.

Bought a bunch of work like clothes. Black dress pants and I'm going to go thru my closet and give away all my younger things. I have a pile of hoodies I don't wear. And I feel like I shouldn't keep holding on to my old stuff.

So!!!!!! My mom is back with her ex, they both had some thinking to do I guess this past year, I think he finally decided he's ready to settle into this, their both about to be or/are 40, and he has a fourteen year old daughter, and it's me and my brother. and I think their ready to actually look at it as something that is a long term/forever deal. And for Christmas, he gave her a diamond bracelet and necklace! And his daughter called me her step sister and it's just so cute!!!!!

And it's a big deal because my mom has been single for ever. She had me at twenty and my brother at twenty two. My dad was a douche bag and immature and a total pot head. And so he was never involved in our lives. I've actually never met him before. And last year he added me on Facebook for what ever reason as soon as I was 18, and he was a total perv! Naked pictures of his gf and everything. I don't want to see that! Also she was just a little bit older than me. so creepy. So I reported his page.
But what I'm getting at is my mom has always been single because she chose the higher road in life and worked hard for her family and matured as a person out of love for us. And finally she has found some one perfect for her that thinks on the same level, and has all of the maturity and just omg!!!!

I get so girly thinking about it. She doesn't think she will ever get married but I KNOW Joe will go all out for her. He spoils her, and all of us really, and he tries to be the most supportive person and to be there for me and her. He's a big family guy. And neither of them have had the ability to have a full family like this.

I'm just super excited.
I accidentally called him dad the other day, and he got all emotional about it. It was touching.

So I posted it on his Facebook. Ha! I win.

But yeah it was a big deal. They joined us at our grandmas for Christmas and then we slept over at his house. Me and Chey (his daughter) shared her huge comfy bed at 3 in the morning after we all watched movies, and she was so excited to have me sleep over, she kept talking.
She brought up sex, which was kind of awkward. But I guess her mom had the talk with her the other day. And didn't explain things very well. so she asked me. And I was so proud when she said she wouldn't have sex till after High School. (though I'm being a hypocrite for saying that)

SO any ways
My uncle proposed to his wife. I'm so excited, the wedding is next year. Omg

I'm feeling so girly right now o.o Wedding's really bring that out in girls. (have you noticed all the omg's???)
Amy and my uncle came over and we were talking wedding's all night. And watching wedding shows.

And I am still decisive on my hair color. Sense it's short. and I don't to kill it while it's growing out. but I agree with all or you. I will choose and auburn red tone (see previous blog) I think I'll wait a few months. I can;t wait for my long hair again !!!!!!

Also I extended my tattoo

Kyle at TigerRose rocks, and is my hero. He take's my scatter brained ideas and changes them into something amazing.

Picture time!!!!!!!!!!


Tattoo:






My kitten in the wrapping paper


Me after church at grandmas on Christmas


My grandpa!