I've been playing my dad's jimbay a whole lot lately. My brother brought home Jcash's drum set last night too. So yey I'm about to be drummin' it up seeing as how I'll most likely be here at the house almost 24/7. My brother told me that I annoy him so I won't be hanging with him very much anymore. I have zero friends here so these drums are going to be a life saver.
On another note, I think I'm going to come to the conclusion that all people are fake as shit. Why do people fear confrontation so much? I don't understand.. I suppose they don't want their little bubble to be tampered with.
Maybe I'm too up-front. I have no clue. I'm trying to figure out the reason why no one wants to hang out with me and why I have very few friends. I can make a conversation with just about anyone but I have no clue what it even feels like to have a close friend anymore. Just someone to talk to. Someone who actually gives a shit. I mean.. I know that I'm in the middle of no where and there are few chill people out here anyway but it would be pretty nice to find a couple of friends to chill with besides my dog. I feel like a frigging old lady sometimes cause I talk to Dawg quite a bit. 
He makes me happy.
Oh an breaking news. I know no one on here really cares but my dad smoked weed with me the other night. It was trippy. In a short story my dad was a constant, but authoritative figure in my life. I have never lived with him so in ways, I know absolutely nothing about him. But holy crap. It was awesome. My brother and I have been looking forward to the moment of blazing up with my dad for a long long time. It was nothing short of spectacular. =]
Well the Earl Grey tea is calling me.
On another note, I think I'm going to come to the conclusion that all people are fake as shit. Why do people fear confrontation so much? I don't understand.. I suppose they don't want their little bubble to be tampered with.
Maybe I'm too up-front. I have no clue. I'm trying to figure out the reason why no one wants to hang out with me and why I have very few friends. I can make a conversation with just about anyone but I have no clue what it even feels like to have a close friend anymore. Just someone to talk to. Someone who actually gives a shit. I mean.. I know that I'm in the middle of no where and there are few chill people out here anyway but it would be pretty nice to find a couple of friends to chill with besides my dog. I feel like a frigging old lady sometimes cause I talk to Dawg quite a bit. He makes me happy.
Oh an breaking news. I know no one on here really cares but my dad smoked weed with me the other night. It was trippy. In a short story my dad was a constant, but authoritative figure in my life. I have never lived with him so in ways, I know absolutely nothing about him. But holy crap. It was awesome. My brother and I have been looking forward to the moment of blazing up with my dad for a long long time. It was nothing short of spectacular. =]
Well the Earl Grey tea is calling me.
shanksystem:
well if you ever need to talk to anyone you know my number. hehe. but yea i totally feel ya. all i do here is sit around and talk to my cat. i have some friends here though, but everyone has their own life now. im the only 26 year old loser living with his parents that i know. hehe