I LOVE the dresden dolls. I saw them last weekend, they were amazing. and you know whats cool? amanda is from the same town as me. go lexington, you crappy little historic town!
later that night I went to a great party, the best one I had been too in a long time. fun fun.
my meds are fucked up or something so I've been really moody and depressed. At least I think its my meds, we dont know, but it may just be that I got a bad batch of meds since I refilled them 2 weeks ago, which means I would have started to feel crappy a week ago... which is exactly when it started. I'm hoping thats it, I cant deal with depression, I got through it once, but I cant put my life aside the way I did back then. and I cant get any fucking razors in this crappy hick town, so I had to use a lighter, and it doesnt work very well. bastards.
but I got a lot of support from some of my friends, including one who said he would hop in his car at a moments notice even if he was working and come up to see me, which is an incredible gesture. He and another of my friends picked up on the hints, which is good, because I am incapable of telling people that I need them, especially when I'm despressed.
I think its better today though, I felt more like me, less sad, less alone. Its an encouraging sign, I guess.
later that night I went to a great party, the best one I had been too in a long time. fun fun.
my meds are fucked up or something so I've been really moody and depressed. At least I think its my meds, we dont know, but it may just be that I got a bad batch of meds since I refilled them 2 weeks ago, which means I would have started to feel crappy a week ago... which is exactly when it started. I'm hoping thats it, I cant deal with depression, I got through it once, but I cant put my life aside the way I did back then. and I cant get any fucking razors in this crappy hick town, so I had to use a lighter, and it doesnt work very well. bastards.
but I got a lot of support from some of my friends, including one who said he would hop in his car at a moments notice even if he was working and come up to see me, which is an incredible gesture. He and another of my friends picked up on the hints, which is good, because I am incapable of telling people that I need them, especially when I'm despressed.
I think its better today though, I felt more like me, less sad, less alone. Its an encouraging sign, I guess.
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nocontrol:
please don't cut yourself. if you need someone to talk to, let me know and i'll send you my phone number. you're not alone.
brite_red_scream:
that's why i love my friends! they always help me out in bad situations....feeling all alone in hard situations is a living hell