girlypie

I hate it when people are passive aggressive. It really is taking the easy way out. Someone hurt my feelings and although it was a while ago, I really need to talk with them about it. It's hard and I don't want to be weighed down by the feelings that I have for them. I don't know why I am being so vague in my own journal. They don't even have a computer. I guess all of this comes from my insecurity and a fear that my feelings aren't valid. I need to be proactive.
My piercings are back in and that makes me happy. Although one of them is off so I will have to wait a week, take it out, wait some more and then get it redone again. At least one side turned out alright... that's progress.
I am embarrassed to admit that I have a slight crush on a married man. I would never hit it but it just feels strange that I am capable of having feelings for someone who is married. I'm sure if I got to know him I'd like him less. Wow. It is really sad but so true. I don't even want to bang him. I just wish that there were more men like him. Although I find him to be obnoxious sometimes, he is honest and blunt and I appreciate that. Long journal entry. Weird.
I am going to start looking at mortuary schools soon. I will either be going to school in Pittsburgh, NYC or Boston. I can't wait for the move.