Ahhhhh so it's been a few days. It's been very very busy. Well, not all that busy but you know what I mean!
My Hello Kitty "Kitty Kouture" from MAC came in the mail last Friday.
I got only one of the Mystery Powders because I'd never use all three because I'm just plain pale and I bought both of the lip glosses. Sooo pretty. I've spent way to much on make-up lately. I'll never have enough cash for the sugar sweet line.
My car is finally back after taking a giant shit on me. I finally was able to drive it again after handing over $557 bucks. They actually ended up replacing my breaks, rotters, AND my entire steering column...along with patching a nail that was in one of my tires. Fail. It's still weird driving it and the accelerator was really sticky and touchy for a few days after I got it. But now it's a bit better, or I'm just really adjusted to driving it. I dunno!
As far as boys go...I guess this weekend my friend Matt and the stupid idiot boy went to a party in Philly and they were both very drunk and I guess I got brought up when they were talking about people they hadn't seen in a while. Well, the last I heard from Matt was that the stupid boy actually was waiting for ME to apologize because the things I said were hurtful....is he out of his fucking mind? He must be. Well I guess on Saturday he was telling Matt how he isn't waiting for an apology anymore. Which is good, because he wasn't going to get one. And that he doesn't really understand why I would think that he wanted more then just friendship (really, hand holding...cuddling...kissing cheeks...Valentine's....none of that rings a bell???) but he just really "loves me as a friend" and doesn't want anything more then that and just "feels really comfortable around me". Fucking dumb shit, then say those things...don't do other things that might be misconstrued! Duh! And I guess he told Matt he's just waiting for me to calm down a little bit more but he really wants to call me and hang out. I just think it would be a bad idea to see him anytime soon. I still care a lot about him and I know him and he'll want to fall back into the same routine and emotionally I just can't handle that. I'm just at the point where I want a relationship with someone and have someone to like really connect with and be able to go to them. Blaaaah boys are dumb!
In other news, I went to the gym yesterday morning, and I'm going to go again today! I woke up at like 4:30am and couldn't fall back to sleep so I went to the gym and walked over 2 miles on the tread mill! Wee! I felt good about myself. I'm going to go back again tonight after work. I just really need to get into better shape for my self, and also so I can enjoy going to Florida in May. Also, I think it's also come to the point where I don't think I'll ever get anyone to date me if I don't loose some weight. I mean, last night I was joking with my friends and he was like "Yeah well, I could never have sex with you sober". And I mean, I know he was kidding and I know he didn't mean it the way it came out but it was still very hurtful. Sometimes I think that my weight plays a big part in me not dating because I don't feel confident in myself...and also a lot of guys in my area are just shallow. They see a bigger girl and they just aren't interested. *le sigh*
In other news...here are some pictures...
The boys fooling around at Wal-Mart...
My two favorite boys!
Baby A learning how to eat grown up food!
She is a very lazy eater....
Hanging out....
Also, it's my friend's husband's birthday on Wednesday. We celebrated last night with cake, booze, and falafel. He's the muther fuckin' birthday princess!
My Hello Kitty "Kitty Kouture" from MAC came in the mail last Friday.
I got only one of the Mystery Powders because I'd never use all three because I'm just plain pale and I bought both of the lip glosses. Sooo pretty. I've spent way to much on make-up lately. I'll never have enough cash for the sugar sweet line.
My car is finally back after taking a giant shit on me. I finally was able to drive it again after handing over $557 bucks. They actually ended up replacing my breaks, rotters, AND my entire steering column...along with patching a nail that was in one of my tires. Fail. It's still weird driving it and the accelerator was really sticky and touchy for a few days after I got it. But now it's a bit better, or I'm just really adjusted to driving it. I dunno!
As far as boys go...I guess this weekend my friend Matt and the stupid idiot boy went to a party in Philly and they were both very drunk and I guess I got brought up when they were talking about people they hadn't seen in a while. Well, the last I heard from Matt was that the stupid boy actually was waiting for ME to apologize because the things I said were hurtful....is he out of his fucking mind? He must be. Well I guess on Saturday he was telling Matt how he isn't waiting for an apology anymore. Which is good, because he wasn't going to get one. And that he doesn't really understand why I would think that he wanted more then just friendship (really, hand holding...cuddling...kissing cheeks...Valentine's....none of that rings a bell???) but he just really "loves me as a friend" and doesn't want anything more then that and just "feels really comfortable around me". Fucking dumb shit, then say those things...don't do other things that might be misconstrued! Duh! And I guess he told Matt he's just waiting for me to calm down a little bit more but he really wants to call me and hang out. I just think it would be a bad idea to see him anytime soon. I still care a lot about him and I know him and he'll want to fall back into the same routine and emotionally I just can't handle that. I'm just at the point where I want a relationship with someone and have someone to like really connect with and be able to go to them. Blaaaah boys are dumb!
In other news, I went to the gym yesterday morning, and I'm going to go again today! I woke up at like 4:30am and couldn't fall back to sleep so I went to the gym and walked over 2 miles on the tread mill! Wee! I felt good about myself. I'm going to go back again tonight after work. I just really need to get into better shape for my self, and also so I can enjoy going to Florida in May. Also, I think it's also come to the point where I don't think I'll ever get anyone to date me if I don't loose some weight. I mean, last night I was joking with my friends and he was like "Yeah well, I could never have sex with you sober". And I mean, I know he was kidding and I know he didn't mean it the way it came out but it was still very hurtful. Sometimes I think that my weight plays a big part in me not dating because I don't feel confident in myself...and also a lot of guys in my area are just shallow. They see a bigger girl and they just aren't interested. *le sigh*
In other news...here are some pictures...
The boys fooling around at Wal-Mart...
My two favorite boys!
Baby A learning how to eat grown up food!
She is a very lazy eater....
Hanging out....
Also, it's my friend's husband's birthday on Wednesday. We celebrated last night with cake, booze, and falafel. He's the muther fuckin' birthday princess!
jon_:
Your blog about boys is exactly the same as my blog about girls 
ravioli:
thanks, you're a doll 