hello!
so insanely busy with uni starting this week and me still only half-moved in to my house, so little time for sg
i am quickly scanning through journal updates, reading the ones that catch my eye and commenting when i feel compelled. i wish it didn't have to be like this but i'm so thankful for where my life is right now!
since my last entry i saw NOFX
i was at the show for free thanks to my nationally renowned skills as a merchandise retailer (hehe) and the show was ace! the band however were apparantly rock star arseholes, according to a friend of mine in one of the support bands...
also got to hang out with my awesome brothers in the disables, who played an amazing show in my city with my new favourite local band wolfman jack, my partner's second band spent shells and yidcore. it was so packed with fantastic energy that i even jumped on stage to sing along - which i never do!
that same weekend i checked out the sustainable living festival (i was actually working there on the first day). it was brilliant, although outdoors and oppressively hot! but i checked out all the stalls and picked up some rad advice, info, reading material and a new pair of shoes!
then last weekend flew up to brisbane with my partner's band no idea and the bassist's girlfriend kasey to play some shows with my favourite living band the black market. there were three shows, none of which were that great (one of them was shut down by cops and half my brisbane friends were arrested on bullshit public nuisance charges
) but it was ace to see so many people that i love and treat myself to a mini-holiday before starting...
university! began yesterday at 9am
had a lecture this morning and now need to rush back for my evening classes. so thanks for reading, hope all your worlds are reasonably glorious
best wishes, xox jen
so insanely busy with uni starting this week and me still only half-moved in to my house, so little time for sg
i am quickly scanning through journal updates, reading the ones that catch my eye and commenting when i feel compelled. i wish it didn't have to be like this but i'm so thankful for where my life is right now!since my last entry i saw NOFX
i was at the show for free thanks to my nationally renowned skills as a merchandise retailer (hehe) and the show was ace! the band however were apparantly rock star arseholes, according to a friend of mine in one of the support bands...also got to hang out with my awesome brothers in the disables, who played an amazing show in my city with my new favourite local band wolfman jack, my partner's second band spent shells and yidcore. it was so packed with fantastic energy that i even jumped on stage to sing along - which i never do!
that same weekend i checked out the sustainable living festival (i was actually working there on the first day). it was brilliant, although outdoors and oppressively hot! but i checked out all the stalls and picked up some rad advice, info, reading material and a new pair of shoes!
then last weekend flew up to brisbane with my partner's band no idea and the bassist's girlfriend kasey to play some shows with my favourite living band the black market. there were three shows, none of which were that great (one of them was shut down by cops and half my brisbane friends were arrested on bullshit public nuisance charges
) but it was ace to see so many people that i love and treat myself to a mini-holiday before starting...university! began yesterday at 9am
had a lecture this morning and now need to rush back for my evening classes. so thanks for reading, hope all your worlds are reasonably glorious best wishes, xox jen
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I'm a little nervous about making the good decisions. I always feel like I have to chose too much. I know that it's just being adult, but sometimes it's hard. Especially since I don't know what it is to go in University.
I'm really glad he believes in me too.
He makes me feel like I'mn bright and I can do something with my brains.
As for my man,. well, I know he wouldn't come back to Quebec. He spent almost all his life here and left 4-5 years ago to Montreal. He is also in university in Montreal and studying in English. There are no english university in Quebec. Plus he has a good job there, friends and everything, that's the city for him, and I would never ask him to live this place that fits him so well, that would be selfish from me.
I guess he will understand if I stay here too. This is my life and although I think I love him, I am the one ruling my own life. I am the only one who can make my decisions and assume them too. And I guess we're a couple, I don't know.
I miss him and he misses me when we're far.
He told me that. I'll have to clarify things with him.
You're a special person to me too. And I think the fact that we don't write to each other every minutes make it even more special. Although I wouldn't mind hearing from you more often
Going to the gym often will probablyt help you sleeping. Or if you can just do some sport, or even walk or jogging outside it will help you a lot.
Take care darling
love xoxox