it's so cold today that i can't get warm. i guess it's what people call having a "chill in your bones". i just don't seem to have the ability to thermo regulate...
BUT, i just bought a 10 day ticket to thailand for thw winter holiday break. beach, fruity drinks, all the thai food i can stuff into my mouth, temples, smiley folks... no work. i can't wait. less than 4 weeks away. mmmm.
well, my friend has broken up with her bad news boy, which is good. but now she's so sad, and both of us know only time will make her feel better. not all the chocolate and beer and chat in the world will make the hurt go away, or make the self doubt that his accusations and verbal abuse have caused. naturally, he freaked and told her it was all her, and what an awful bitch she was and blah blah blah... like that's gonna make her decide to work it out.
kids with anger problems: get a fucking life, and get some goddamn help. quit living in your own asshole and blaming those you love for leaving you because they refuse to take your abuse. face up, and be a real man or woman about it and admit YOU have a problem when you scream obscenties, hurtful things, and throw objects around, or worse. if you are handling an argument in the same way that a 4 year old would, there is a problem. if the one you love says, "you're hurting me please stop. " and you don't, you have a problem. notice the patterns in your life.
girls or boys with abusive lovers: take strength and get out. lean on your friends for support. it's hard, and scarey, and it will suck. but don't be the one stuck with that person for good. you won't change them. you will always be wrong. and please, please, don't fall for the pattern. just because they are nice this week, does not mean they won't revert back to the same things next time anger comes up.
i guess i'm just venting. this guy isn't a bad person. i'm not that black and white about things. he's a good guy. he has an issue, and is in major denial about it. denial is a terrible place to live. i do not envy him the people in his life he will lose if he continues to inhabit that place. but maybe he'll meet some girl who likes to scream at him and throw things, and they'll be a perfect couple.
thinkin about:
1. thai food
2. flannel jammies
3. not wanting to go back to work in an hour
4. only 60 something more days of this job left, and i'll be home after 2 years, livin wit my boy, ridin bikes around, eating taquitos, and drinking lots of maragaritas. and i will never have to smell kimchi again.
BUT, i just bought a 10 day ticket to thailand for thw winter holiday break. beach, fruity drinks, all the thai food i can stuff into my mouth, temples, smiley folks... no work. i can't wait. less than 4 weeks away. mmmm.
well, my friend has broken up with her bad news boy, which is good. but now she's so sad, and both of us know only time will make her feel better. not all the chocolate and beer and chat in the world will make the hurt go away, or make the self doubt that his accusations and verbal abuse have caused. naturally, he freaked and told her it was all her, and what an awful bitch she was and blah blah blah... like that's gonna make her decide to work it out.
kids with anger problems: get a fucking life, and get some goddamn help. quit living in your own asshole and blaming those you love for leaving you because they refuse to take your abuse. face up, and be a real man or woman about it and admit YOU have a problem when you scream obscenties, hurtful things, and throw objects around, or worse. if you are handling an argument in the same way that a 4 year old would, there is a problem. if the one you love says, "you're hurting me please stop. " and you don't, you have a problem. notice the patterns in your life.
girls or boys with abusive lovers: take strength and get out. lean on your friends for support. it's hard, and scarey, and it will suck. but don't be the one stuck with that person for good. you won't change them. you will always be wrong. and please, please, don't fall for the pattern. just because they are nice this week, does not mean they won't revert back to the same things next time anger comes up.
i guess i'm just venting. this guy isn't a bad person. i'm not that black and white about things. he's a good guy. he has an issue, and is in major denial about it. denial is a terrible place to live. i do not envy him the people in his life he will lose if he continues to inhabit that place. but maybe he'll meet some girl who likes to scream at him and throw things, and they'll be a perfect couple.
thinkin about:
1. thai food
2. flannel jammies
3. not wanting to go back to work in an hour
4. only 60 something more days of this job left, and i'll be home after 2 years, livin wit my boy, ridin bikes around, eating taquitos, and drinking lots of maragaritas. and i will never have to smell kimchi again.
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drstinkypants:
hmm weird. sounds like korean suerkraut kinda. did you know in the 40's there was some sort of anti german nationalism law that changed german sounding names like sauerkraut to something wholesome and american. they called it victory cabbage! haha anyways. i hope the rest of your job is swell. it sounds like a good experience
m1stab:
mao would be quite cool. if i had a way to get the pic of the chinese family onto the computer, it would already be there.