Yesterday was a very, very, very long day. I went to bed around 1am woke up at 3am to go to bestbuy which opened at 5. We didn't leave till around 4ish am. Rytron came down to accompany me which was very good of him to. Me, Ry, and my sister stood inline. I got what i came for, my 80GB Ipod. (sweetness). My sister was looking for a laptop for her "friend" lol as i like to say (they really seem more like bf/gf.) Unfortunately they were all out of the laptops she wanted. We stopped by Kohls just to take a peak, I had heard rumors that they had boxers for 99 cents. lol That really stuck with me. haha. Anyways after we were done and returned to mi casa. Me and Ry drove my car to Dennys and got some grub. We passed out in my car (in the dennys parking lot, i was to tired to drive it anywhere else) and slept there for a couple of hours. I set my alarm clock because we were planning to see HITMAN at 10am. Got up at like 9:22am and left to Edward's Theatre. I really liked Hitman, i've never really played the game or heard much other than what Ryans told me. So i couldn't really compare it to the game. I thought it was great though. So we drove back to my house and said our goodbye and see you laters. That same night Ryan was going to have some people over to play Rock Band. I wanted to go, I didn't know if my parents would say anything about it. So anyways I got ready for work....I worked from 2:30 till about 9pm. And then....
After going home and changing...i drove to Ryan's for some Rock Band. Oh god, all i have to say is...
Vanessa will stay away from Jim Bean. I usually can proudly say i can hold my liquor. Fuuccckkkk that.
The first 3 shots....just gave me a buzz....cheeks starting getting warm....playing Bass during Metallica's Enter Sandman was getting harder. lol The song was already hard for me! Yes, yes, and then i decided i'd be cool and drink what was left of the bottle. It wasn't much I didn't drink the whole bottle. Our friends Scott and Boyer were drinking that shit mostly. But i drank what was left like i was chugging water. Bad Idea. lol.
It hit me hard. From what i do remember because everything felt like a dream i couldn't shake off. I couldn't walk had to get help down the stairs as we made our leave for food. I don't remember everyone wanting to go to Alberto's. I do remember pieces. Not everything though. Let's see i remember...
Getting in the car. I was in the front. I remember being infront of this house with these vintage looking windows (could've been my imagination). I remember Scott puking. Then it felt like suddenly we were getting out of the car and walking towards this building. I remember having to pee soooo bad. I remember the attendant at 7/11 he looked mean. I remember yelling Hi at some girls. (god they're probably wtf!?) I remember being in the bathroom in what i found out later was Albertos. I remember sitting and Ryan making me drink water. I don't remember him offering me some of his burrito. I remember seeing a corvette. Red. But...idk where it was lol. Then i remember the car ride home. And there was only one part that I remember. It was what Ryan had said to Boyer. I remember feeling really hurt. It made me just want to go home. I remember crying, and not wanting to even look at Ryan. I remember giving Josh and Boyer a hug goodbye. I remember crying. I remember calling my best friend Alex, because he's the one person i always go to when somethings wrong...and after the comment in the car i didn't want to stay with Ryan. I just wanted to go home. It really got me. But the alcohol made it 10 times worse. I couldn't just brush it off. And honestly idk I felt like it was an insult. I thought Ryan was mad at me, i thought he thought i was stupid. That made me feel like shit. But i do remember actually asking Ryan why he said, what he said. His explanation was better than my assumptions. It wasn't meant as an insult. He was just worried about me. Which now when i re-read this and try and think about last night. He took care of me the whole night...I remember him right next to me, the parts i do remember he was always there. So finally the night came to end. I remember lying on the floor and it being so fuckin' cold. And i was still drunk, sobering up slowly...finally everything didn't feel like it was spinning. I do remember everything else that happened. And those will be my fondest memories of last night lol
When I woke up...at 7am i was finally Sober. I knew i had to go home. So i drove home after saying goodbye to my ryan. I think Scott was still there cause i saw his truck. I hope he's okay, he threw up a lot. No hang over. Thank you gods. 
Fucckkk....Jim Bean lol.
Thanks Babe for taking care of me.
After going home and changing...i drove to Ryan's for some Rock Band. Oh god, all i have to say is...
Vanessa will stay away from Jim Bean. I usually can proudly say i can hold my liquor. Fuuccckkkk that.
The first 3 shots....just gave me a buzz....cheeks starting getting warm....playing Bass during Metallica's Enter Sandman was getting harder. lol The song was already hard for me! Yes, yes, and then i decided i'd be cool and drink what was left of the bottle. It wasn't much I didn't drink the whole bottle. Our friends Scott and Boyer were drinking that shit mostly. But i drank what was left like i was chugging water. Bad Idea. lol.
It hit me hard. From what i do remember because everything felt like a dream i couldn't shake off. I couldn't walk had to get help down the stairs as we made our leave for food. I don't remember everyone wanting to go to Alberto's. I do remember pieces. Not everything though. Let's see i remember...
Getting in the car. I was in the front. I remember being infront of this house with these vintage looking windows (could've been my imagination). I remember Scott puking. Then it felt like suddenly we were getting out of the car and walking towards this building. I remember having to pee soooo bad. I remember the attendant at 7/11 he looked mean. I remember yelling Hi at some girls. (god they're probably wtf!?) I remember being in the bathroom in what i found out later was Albertos. I remember sitting and Ryan making me drink water. I don't remember him offering me some of his burrito. I remember seeing a corvette. Red. But...idk where it was lol. Then i remember the car ride home. And there was only one part that I remember. It was what Ryan had said to Boyer. I remember feeling really hurt. It made me just want to go home. I remember crying, and not wanting to even look at Ryan. I remember giving Josh and Boyer a hug goodbye. I remember crying. I remember calling my best friend Alex, because he's the one person i always go to when somethings wrong...and after the comment in the car i didn't want to stay with Ryan. I just wanted to go home. It really got me. But the alcohol made it 10 times worse. I couldn't just brush it off. And honestly idk I felt like it was an insult. I thought Ryan was mad at me, i thought he thought i was stupid. That made me feel like shit. But i do remember actually asking Ryan why he said, what he said. His explanation was better than my assumptions. It wasn't meant as an insult. He was just worried about me. Which now when i re-read this and try and think about last night. He took care of me the whole night...I remember him right next to me, the parts i do remember he was always there. So finally the night came to end. I remember lying on the floor and it being so fuckin' cold. And i was still drunk, sobering up slowly...finally everything didn't feel like it was spinning. I do remember everything else that happened. And those will be my fondest memories of last night lol
When I woke up...at 7am i was finally Sober. I knew i had to go home. So i drove home after saying goodbye to my ryan. I think Scott was still there cause i saw his truck. I hope he's okay, he threw up a lot. No hang over. Thank you gods. Fucckkk....Jim Bean lol.
Thanks Babe for taking care of me.
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guitarsnglasses:
That pretty much summed up the night better than I could put it. I have some video of your forgotten times and some audio too.
guitarsnglasses:
Alright work now. Talk with ya later tonight.