girlb0t

Today was one of those off days. Parts of the day I felt fine, and the other parts...i felt like shit. I couldn't shake off the feeling. I made dinner for Ryan...but for some reason I felt like it didn't turn out any good. I wasn't sure if Ryan really liked it. I doubt he'd lie about liking it. But either way I don't think it turned out the way i really wanted it to. Which made me feel worse. I wanted to impress him, not make meteokre food...i guess nothing ever feels good enough for someone you love...you want everything to turn out perfect...and i felt so emo today. Uh i feel so emo right now. I tried renting movies, i rented, closer, chocolate, and walk the line. Closer, just made me sad. I'm watching chocolate with my sister right now. It has Johnny Depp in it. I should probably get some sleep i go back to work tomorrow.