I want to die doing something I love, like committing suicide.
My best friend is potentially breaking up with his woman, or, more correctly, his woman is about to break up with him. This is pretty sudden. Two weeks ago he bought a ring and proposed. Now? The world moves so fast sometimes, but whirlwind romance is still a bad idea. It's surprisingly hard to comfort someone over the phone. I wish I were in Austin so I could take him out for a beer and tell him that he's still the most awesome guy I know. It must wait till Saturday.
I've been studying a lot recently. More than I have in the past; actually studying for three hours at night after work and then going to bed. It feels good. Used to be I'd get home and dick around on SG until I felt nothing but self-loathing for spending all my time on SG. Now I mostly feel buzzed from all the coffee I've been drinking and knowledgeable from all the....knowledge I've been learning. Is there an unsafe level of caffeine usage? I'll find out, one way or another.
Serious decrease in overall porn consumption. Related to previous developments? I'm on the fence about pornography. I still love seeing naked women, but slowly I enjoy it less and less. Almost to the point where I don't enjoy it at all. Something just feels wrong with porn.
Got a feeling inside that I can't explain.
My best friend is potentially breaking up with his woman, or, more correctly, his woman is about to break up with him. This is pretty sudden. Two weeks ago he bought a ring and proposed. Now? The world moves so fast sometimes, but whirlwind romance is still a bad idea. It's surprisingly hard to comfort someone over the phone. I wish I were in Austin so I could take him out for a beer and tell him that he's still the most awesome guy I know. It must wait till Saturday.
I've been studying a lot recently. More than I have in the past; actually studying for three hours at night after work and then going to bed. It feels good. Used to be I'd get home and dick around on SG until I felt nothing but self-loathing for spending all my time on SG. Now I mostly feel buzzed from all the coffee I've been drinking and knowledgeable from all the....knowledge I've been learning. Is there an unsafe level of caffeine usage? I'll find out, one way or another.
Serious decrease in overall porn consumption. Related to previous developments? I'm on the fence about pornography. I still love seeing naked women, but slowly I enjoy it less and less. Almost to the point where I don't enjoy it at all. Something just feels wrong with porn.
Got a feeling inside that I can't explain.