ginnis

well, it's one day after one of the most difficult weekends i have ever experienced in my 33 years. i'm referring to driving my girlfriend, alexis, down to manhattan in which she is now living. i have been an emotional rollercoaster to say the least. although i am proud of her and happy for her new start in life, my heart is breakin'. yesterday, before i had to catch a plane, we made our way down 6th avenue...and i felt so sad inside and couldn't hide it anymore and the tears just came out, sprinkling the sidewalk. she held me close and i sobbed like a child who lost their mommy at the grocery store. love can hurt so much sometimes. i feel incomplete without her here.