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Today my mom would be 56 years old...

This day has always been tough for me...I miss her more on her birthday than I do on holidays and the day she died...I wonder why that is...?

...I guess it would be the idea that we would be celebrating another year of her life...but that ended 3 1/2 years ago...

...I am not really depressed...I think I just get angry...it's hard to describe...

I loved her with all of me heart...and I hated her sometimes too...our relationship was so complicated because she was so ill...

...I just wish that we had had the time to fix our wrongs and make things right between us...

...but she was gone in a blink of an eye.......


Happy Birthday Mommy...I love you...I miss you...more than you could ever know.......