gingerrogers

Feeling slightly frustrated... It's getting cold again. Quite fitting really. Not sleeping well and not eating right and rock-hard nipples for no-good reason-- Does not make for a happy Ginger. I've also been having disturbing dreams that leave a lingering, hazy sense of fear throughout my entire day. Surely it's an unconcious nudge to myself-- one that subtly is warning me to CHILL the F**K out. Let's call it acute obsession, or a little bit of insecure mania, whatever the case, I've come down with a necessary reckoning. Some staple day-to-days in my life are about to drastically change. ANd I, being ever the hopeful one, believe that this will all play itself out and I will be fine. That a new sense of normalcy will sedate me, lull me into a descent night's sleep, allow me to enjoy a good fatty meal, and have my nipples get a solid stiffening(at the hands of my masterful husband, of course) --Then all 'me troubles will seem small.
YES-- welcome you sweet change, you subtle nudge, you gentle awakening.