gingerlie

i need reassurance, i need stability, i need hope, i need caring, i need a hug, i need someone to rub my tummy when it hurts, and to tell me im alright when i wake up all freaked out. why do i feel ive lost all that. i know i give myself most of that. why do humans feel the need to have someone else do everything for them. give me a bed to sleep in and a job to occupy me. im just getting nervous because i have 3 days of work left. then im unemployeed. i think this is bothering me more than anything. this woe is me bullshit is really annoying me. im sorry for everyone else. ill get out of this funk sometime. until then smack me or ignore me.

all my world in one grain of sand and ive blown it
all my world in one grain of sand and you know it