id just like to say im very unhappy right now.
i cant think because there are too many thoughts running through my head, i cant sleep because i sleep all the time, and im utterly confused about everything. someone just make things easy for me for once. just for a few months i want things to go just how i want. i want when i finally leave massachusetts to be easy, and not the huge painful mess i know its going to be. sometimes i think it would just be easiest to try to fix things between my ex and i and then i think about it and i know for some reason things will never be right, or how they were which is draining. im being pulled in a million different directions, with no direction. someone come steal me away. thats all.
i cant think because there are too many thoughts running through my head, i cant sleep because i sleep all the time, and im utterly confused about everything. someone just make things easy for me for once. just for a few months i want things to go just how i want. i want when i finally leave massachusetts to be easy, and not the huge painful mess i know its going to be. sometimes i think it would just be easiest to try to fix things between my ex and i and then i think about it and i know for some reason things will never be right, or how they were which is draining. im being pulled in a million different directions, with no direction. someone come steal me away. thats all.
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When I gets my money...
Where do you want to go tho?
Tricky ground you tread right now, it goes only one of two ways, best of friends or never speak again in a meaningfull way or at all (usually for me anyways);
regardless of what they say, you can go home again it just isn't the same as when you were last there.
Gimme some time to put together an elaborate plan and a band of accomplices and you are as good as stolen.