Im so nervous about my father's surgery today. Its 1:30 am and I cant sleep!!! 
I've been going over board with the internet, shopping and drinking!
I haven't been this pathetic and broke since high school!
I'm missing my ex less but still upset that he's turned into a douche (he's not being my friend or even acknowledging me)
I need a change. I just don't have the guts or drive to make them...
I've been going over board with the internet, shopping and drinking!
I haven't been this pathetic and broke since high school!I'm missing my ex less but still upset that he's turned into a douche (he's not being my friend or even acknowledging me)
I need a change. I just don't have the guts or drive to make them...
It's a shame that your ex is not even acknowledging you. It's not the same as your situation, but I've just lost someone that I felt very close to (it's not my lady friend, it's someone I wrote to you about some time ago)). The worst part is that she hasn't responded to my attempts at contacting her if only to find out why she chose to end our friendship. I'm slowly putting her behind me, but it still hurts.
It's hard to make changes when there are important things weighing on your mind. It'll be easier once you get some relief from at least some of those things.
Hugs.